I guess I'll see you around. I'm spinning while falling down.
i'm in such a frusterated mood and i have no idea why. but i'm just like... UGH. huge sigh. exasperated. Stephs not here, for once :( i miss her
haha its pathetic how we like can't function without each other... lame.
T.I. is fucking sexy... umm no fucking doubt. I'm so stoked to get this pizza my mom's buying... haha i forgot to eat today. thats what happens when i don't get high, i lose my appetite totally. I can't believe me/steph lost my cellphone. w/e I'm gonna get a new one soon so it's okay... i just needa get a razr charger :)
I'm just in the mood to type. I have so many thoughts but i dunno why or what they are.
My (tangled web of) Emotions(alphabetically..)
-anticipatory
-confused
-contemplative
-disapointed
-exasperated
-frusterated
-gloomy
-hopeful
-irate
-jealous (that was the first one i wrote, before deciding to organize alphabetically..no idea why)
-lethargic
-nostalgic
-melancholy
odd. now,
I'm anticipatory because I'm stoked for greyfox. idn if i'm even gonna get to go with jen, or if i'll get high or anything. but it'll be a dope weekend on the hill.
I'm confused because i'm feeling so many different emotions, and i have no idea why i'm feeling some of them.
I'm disapointed that I didn't get to chill with alex and doug and chris at the carnival last night, and also that i can't go to the carnival tongiht.
I'm exasperated at being home. I'm so sick of these walls.
I'm frusterated with not being able to have a cellphone, and therefore stay in contact with human kind. I'm frusterated because erik is like love/hate/love/hate with me.
I'm gloomy because it's such a beautiful day outside, and i look so cute today (sorry...) and i'm inside at the computer.
I'm hopeful since most of these feelings aren't good, things have got to be getting better soon.
I'm irate at everyone and everything and because i've not left the house today.
I'm jealous... of Kristen and James and how cute they are, and how i'm so non-existant in the relationship spectrum, of alanna coz bobby likes her more (haha thats so lame), of everything everyone else has.
I'm lethargic because I'm not allowed to do anything, so i have no reason to want to move
I'm nostalgic because i keep freaking thinking about alex. MAD GAY. i go through this every fucking summer... why can't i just move on? like is it so damn difficult for me to not think about him for like ONE DAY? ugh, now i'm gonna cry. fuck. haha
I'm melancholy because, i dunno. I haven't the slightest idea. I'm just sorta bittersweet and who knows.
I'm gonna go eat because due to my current absent-minded state and the nauseating heat, this delecious small half cheese/half mushroom and green peppers pizza will be my first ingestion of the day.
haha its pathetic how we like can't function without each other... lame.
T.I. is fucking sexy... umm no fucking doubt. I'm so stoked to get this pizza my mom's buying... haha i forgot to eat today. thats what happens when i don't get high, i lose my appetite totally. I can't believe me/steph lost my cellphone. w/e I'm gonna get a new one soon so it's okay... i just needa get a razr charger :)
I'm just in the mood to type. I have so many thoughts but i dunno why or what they are.
My (tangled web of) Emotions(alphabetically..)
-anticipatory
-confused
-contemplative
-disapointed
-exasperated
-frusterated
-gloomy
-hopeful
-irate
-jealous (that was the first one i wrote, before deciding to organize alphabetically..no idea why)
-lethargic
-nostalgic
-melancholy
odd. now,
I'm anticipatory because I'm stoked for greyfox. idn if i'm even gonna get to go with jen, or if i'll get high or anything. but it'll be a dope weekend on the hill.
I'm confused because i'm feeling so many different emotions, and i have no idea why i'm feeling some of them.
I'm disapointed that I didn't get to chill with alex and doug and chris at the carnival last night, and also that i can't go to the carnival tongiht.
I'm exasperated at being home. I'm so sick of these walls.
I'm frusterated with not being able to have a cellphone, and therefore stay in contact with human kind. I'm frusterated because erik is like love/hate/love/hate with me.
I'm gloomy because it's such a beautiful day outside, and i look so cute today (sorry...) and i'm inside at the computer.
I'm hopeful since most of these feelings aren't good, things have got to be getting better soon.
I'm irate at everyone and everything and because i've not left the house today.
I'm jealous... of Kristen and James and how cute they are, and how i'm so non-existant in the relationship spectrum, of alanna coz bobby likes her more (haha thats so lame), of everything everyone else has.
I'm lethargic because I'm not allowed to do anything, so i have no reason to want to move
I'm nostalgic because i keep freaking thinking about alex. MAD GAY. i go through this every fucking summer... why can't i just move on? like is it so damn difficult for me to not think about him for like ONE DAY? ugh, now i'm gonna cry. fuck. haha
I'm melancholy because, i dunno. I haven't the slightest idea. I'm just sorta bittersweet and who knows.
I'm gonna go eat because due to my current absent-minded state and the nauseating heat, this delecious small half cheese/half mushroom and green peppers pizza will be my first ingestion of the day.