::sigh::
It's killing me, bit by bit. It ought not to and I suppose that it doesn't kill me for obvious reasons, stupid and petty reasons. It's just that the people I rely on generally aren't related to me.
It is my greatest hope to find people who honestly care about me, just me and not merely the 'good times,' as much as I care about them. I would do anything for the people I care about, and frequently do.
To be honest, it isn't really fair of me to ask for what I want from my friends right now. It isn't their place to make up for the bits I'm missing.
Maybe I should be more selfish.
...and for the few of you who read this, I'm not directing this, or sending subliminal messages, I just wanted to think out loud. I know how some of you can be with that sort of thing, you're like goddammed dectives. hah-that was meant to be a joke.
no, I don't hate you guys. quite the opposite, in fact.
It is my greatest hope to find people who honestly care about me, just me and not merely the 'good times,' as much as I care about them. I would do anything for the people I care about, and frequently do.
To be honest, it isn't really fair of me to ask for what I want from my friends right now. It isn't their place to make up for the bits I'm missing.
Maybe I should be more selfish.
...and for the few of you who read this, I'm not directing this, or sending subliminal messages, I just wanted to think out loud. I know how some of you can be with that sort of thing, you're like goddammed dectives. hah-that was meant to be a joke.
no, I don't hate you guys. quite the opposite, in fact.