Sep 28, 2008 21:54
I feel like this giant fucking rift is between me and everything. I should not feel this way, but I do. I feel like all of these problems that aren't mine are still still my responsibility...because if I can't fucking make it right, then it makes people I care about miserable and then I feel like fucking shit too.
I can't just focus on my own fucking life.
...in other news Im actually getting shit together now, or at least I think I am. I always start off this way, we'll see how it goes.
Bookshelves, I need so many bookshelves