Help me.

[stealing_is_fun]

I need to talk to someone. I've fucked up I did something really bad and I'm afraid that now I'll go back to the dark place unless someone helps me.

I can't believe I did that. She hates me, Bella will kill me, anyone who had even an ounce of concern for me will leave me. I shouldn't have done it.

I can't even bring myself to commit suicide. I don't deserve death, it's too merciful a punishment.