...that's all you seem to do
As a person, I've been trapped in mediocrity, so it should come as no surprise when I'm no good as a people person. The more I think about it, the more things've changed over the last 3 weeks, and I don't know what I've done or even what I can do to fix it. It feels terrible to watch something atrophy right in front of you. These bonds are not something I can beat. Ever. They're not even something I can match, though I've tried for what seems like so long.
I feel like I know what's going to happen, but that doesn't help. I'm going to continue on as I am until everything's just completely out of repair and think "well we all saw THIS coming" because, chances are, I'm not the only one who's noticed this. I wish there was something I could do, I really, really do.