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is this life worth living anymore....i cant find anything to keep me happy much anymore...i have great friends. and i have one of the greatest girls in my life......but it still doesnt seem to keep me happy for a long period of time ....so i cannot promise anything to anyone because i do not want to be held responsable for breaking a promise...what to do....the answer could come from the bottom of a bottle or a the barrell of a gun...or a blade of a kitchen knife....my mind races..and i cant keep my self calm...im sorry for not being that great of a kid...maybe life would be much better with out me....i still cannot seem to find a reason in my self that makes me such a great kid or why so many people like spending time with me or why girls like me....i am not that special i just do what i feel is right and thats be a nice kid..