thoughts of a mad woman

[steadysearching]

Surrounded by people but no one seems to see.

Walk by and a smile and a nod.

Maybe I should scream, Maybe I should cry.

But no. Let the thoughts come up and strangle me whilst I smile and nod back.

Hello
-how are you?
not so good today
-Oh really?
I was thinking about how impossible it is to succeed.
-Well impossible yes if you fancy those thoughts.
-or maybe it'll be all that more sweeter when you prevail over your own insecurities.
-now shut up.

Occupy my mind

Occupy my space

Occupy my time

Don't leave me alone with myself.