My mantra for the moment....

[steadysearching]

be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong be strong

there hopefully that worked...