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[steadfastrock]

my sleeve is tired of holding my heart
its wearing down the seams
its breaking my back
the weight is tearing my shoulders out of joint
and its not fear
its that i forget so much
its not apathy
its that i'm always so tired
its not laziness
its that i just dont know what to do
its not intentional
its that its just too much

so i'm curling up
into a ball
where
i
will
be safe
.

call me dramatic
but i do need you ( a few)closefriends

and i do need to be alone tonight
i wont let down
anymore