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these days present difficult decisions. for those of you who know whats been the primary issue on my mind, you're probably one of the reasons that it has been so hard to come to a solid conclusion. i'm afraid of things, afraid of becoming something, going somewhere, losing things, having to fight battles i've never won. i'm scared of doing this all without you right here by my side. dont you let go. please dont you let go. and dont let me let go, tell me i'm a horrible person, tell me i have no sense of loyalty or determination. just dont let go.
i thought i was sad for a while
but i think i'm just tired
just like i always say
and i think that i dont necessarily need to be "happy" right now
but one thing i want so badly
i just want to fall asleep knowing that someone is there
in the room with me
being there when the world fades away
i need you there
i thought i was sad for a while
but i think i'm just tired
just like i always say
and i think that i dont necessarily need to be "happy" right now
but one thing i want so badly
i just want to fall asleep knowing that someone is there
in the room with me
being there when the world fades away
i need you there