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good old livejournal. good old internet.
went out last night for a change and had drinks at damo's gig in the city, then moved back to the inner west for more drinking and desire for karaoke. unfortunately, i was apparently too drunk to enter the karaoke premises - an opinion of one particularly cunty bouncer that i disagreed with wholeheartedly. i became abusive and called him a cuntface as my friends and i stuck a variety of fingers up at him and moved to the pub two doors down. needless to say, they welcomed me with open arms because they are the greatest. by this point i was very annoyed and decided to go home.
feelin a bit crazy weird lately. in a strange place in a variety of ways for a variety of reasons so i went up and had a bit of a cry in zita's bed (yes she was there so it wasn't completely weird me just going into her room for a whine) and passed out mid-reply message to a blastfromthepast guy who has been messaging me lately. RANDOM.
yeh so random.
being back at uni is hectic. but not, as well. working on my two days off is actually going to be kinda shitty. it's good, becuase i have to do it otherwise i wont get youth allowance, but also shit because i feel like i am busy all the time. normally when im at uni i have a nice amount of time to myself just to chill out, write stuff, be a bludger and calm the fuck down.
maybe it's just right now that feels a bit fucked. things are still settling down, and i'm a bit stressed about the play because it is ... stressful, and i just havent got my shit sorted out with everything, or anything really.
up in the air mostly. bit depressed from so much drinking. must stop drinking so much so frequently. bit silly really when you think about it. especially when it starts to make you feel really shit. mmm...food for thought...
sometimes it's nice to consider changing your life completely. lately, i've been thinking alot about travelling again, and have been talking about it with a new sophie this time. my sydney sophie, who is actually from newcastle, travels a lot to china because she is basically chinese (not racially at all, but is obsessed with it). i am trying to convince her that she should and wants to travel to some random jungle with me or go to south america or borneo and be in a completely different place with no idea why... it's difficult to convince someone that that's what they want to be doing, but i've managed to do it to myself so i guess it's possible.
internet on a saturday night!! atleast i'm not drinking.
went out last night for a change and had drinks at damo's gig in the city, then moved back to the inner west for more drinking and desire for karaoke. unfortunately, i was apparently too drunk to enter the karaoke premises - an opinion of one particularly cunty bouncer that i disagreed with wholeheartedly. i became abusive and called him a cuntface as my friends and i stuck a variety of fingers up at him and moved to the pub two doors down. needless to say, they welcomed me with open arms because they are the greatest. by this point i was very annoyed and decided to go home.
feelin a bit crazy weird lately. in a strange place in a variety of ways for a variety of reasons so i went up and had a bit of a cry in zita's bed (yes she was there so it wasn't completely weird me just going into her room for a whine) and passed out mid-reply message to a blastfromthepast guy who has been messaging me lately. RANDOM.
yeh so random.
being back at uni is hectic. but not, as well. working on my two days off is actually going to be kinda shitty. it's good, becuase i have to do it otherwise i wont get youth allowance, but also shit because i feel like i am busy all the time. normally when im at uni i have a nice amount of time to myself just to chill out, write stuff, be a bludger and calm the fuck down.
maybe it's just right now that feels a bit fucked. things are still settling down, and i'm a bit stressed about the play because it is ... stressful, and i just havent got my shit sorted out with everything, or anything really.
up in the air mostly. bit depressed from so much drinking. must stop drinking so much so frequently. bit silly really when you think about it. especially when it starts to make you feel really shit. mmm...food for thought...
sometimes it's nice to consider changing your life completely. lately, i've been thinking alot about travelling again, and have been talking about it with a new sophie this time. my sydney sophie, who is actually from newcastle, travels a lot to china because she is basically chinese (not racially at all, but is obsessed with it). i am trying to convince her that she should and wants to travel to some random jungle with me or go to south america or borneo and be in a completely different place with no idea why... it's difficult to convince someone that that's what they want to be doing, but i've managed to do it to myself so i guess it's possible.
internet on a saturday night!! atleast i'm not drinking.