I didn't write this because I was badgering Kim and she yelled at me. I was writing this because I haven't ever REALLY badgered her about it and she's disowned me because of her own sunconscience telling her she knows I'm right. I really don't badger her, I just sigh or poke fun, like I do with everybody that talks about sex in front of everybody, which I know isn't the best way to deal with it, but we can't really talk about it anymore. I can't say anything about it around her. I can't say anything about anything around her anymore because she's always on-edge (though she won't tell me) because of her lack of sex. What can you excpect when her boyfriend lives like an hour away?? We can't talk about anything anymore just because of how our feelings differ on ONE issue. She's disowned me as a friend just because I disagree with her screwing every guy or all but one that she's dated in the past... I dunno... I just feel bad because I know that not one of those times was really special or important for her. In ten years, she might remember how Andy (first time.) and Paul (first time. They met at a religious event, to make matters even more scandalous) and Bryan (though I don't think she and Bryan had sex, just "other things") felt when she went so far with them and just broke up with them and left them alone, but I know that won't be a GOOD feeling. And I feel bad that I can't help her realize that.
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