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so yeahhh
last night i went to hang out with jenni and surprise will. i was up till like 6. i didnt leave my house until 2 though.
today i brought will jenni and john to a place in milwaukee. will kept making fun of me and i got upset.
i went to work at 5.
found out will was leaving to go back to sheboygan.
kind of sucked because sam and stacy were planning to come to milwaukee. then stacy was gonna hang out with will tomorrow.
but whatever.
agh. then well last night will told me hes not hanging out with me on new years. i got pretty fucking sad. like. i finally have a boyfriend to spend with on new years, and he doesnt want to hang out with his girlfriend that day. i started to cry a bit.
so i dont know what im going to do.
i just hope he changes his mind.
because i seriously wouldnt want to spend it with any other person.
i dont know what it is. but whenever i listen to a song. i think about like so many amazing things.
like it makes me think of last year. but i have no clue what.
maybe my entire life even, i really dont know.
im so happy, yet so depressed.
its a weird feeling.
last night i went to hang out with jenni and surprise will. i was up till like 6. i didnt leave my house until 2 though.
today i brought will jenni and john to a place in milwaukee. will kept making fun of me and i got upset.
i went to work at 5.
found out will was leaving to go back to sheboygan.
kind of sucked because sam and stacy were planning to come to milwaukee. then stacy was gonna hang out with will tomorrow.
but whatever.
agh. then well last night will told me hes not hanging out with me on new years. i got pretty fucking sad. like. i finally have a boyfriend to spend with on new years, and he doesnt want to hang out with his girlfriend that day. i started to cry a bit.
so i dont know what im going to do.
i just hope he changes his mind.
because i seriously wouldnt want to spend it with any other person.
i dont know what it is. but whenever i listen to a song. i think about like so many amazing things.
like it makes me think of last year. but i have no clue what.
maybe my entire life even, i really dont know.
im so happy, yet so depressed.
its a weird feeling.