Nov 17, 2005 22:32
ive been asking will to have our couples myspace back. he was basically ignoring all my messages i sent him on myspace.
so i just sent him a text and asked him.
he wont give me the password yet, so im guessing hes hiding something.
maybe saying something to other people he shouldnt be. i have no clue.
it really upsets me. then i say something about it. and he just responds with i love you.
it makes me think, somethings up.
i try really hard to trust him. i mean..like...i dont know how many other girls would be okay with their boyfriend living with another girl.
or go to parties.
especially ones where both guys and girls like them there.
its not very comforting on my behalf.
i can feel us growing distant.
did i not call that in an earlier entry.
hes slowly going to slip away
and i dont want that by any means either.
i want to be together with him forever.
we fight sometimes.
love brings it back
it always has.
i keep feeling more and more depressed.
i think im starting to understand something.
goodnight.