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i am wondering when i will figure out what i am supposed to do. the last 11 months with you have been amazing and in the same breath have been draining. i am sick of taking two steps forward and 45345 steps back. i wish there was a definite event that would take place that would let me know STAY or GO. it's worth it or it's time to cut ties.
i was our biggest cheerleader and now i'm wondering if all of my dreams are just that. short visions of an impossible life...
this dream that i had for us. for me and you I WANT SO BADLY to come true. why is it so hard. i always remember hearing .. it shouldn't be this hard.
my dad came up to me while i was doing laundry and said "i dont want you to end up like me. i want you to be happy"
the fact that my father Mr. take care of all of us until his last breath macho police officer save the world hero could see that even a tedious task of doing my laundry seemed to imprint this look of depression on my face says a lot. when will i just figure it all out.
despite all of these rhetorical annoying never ending questions the one answer that i have not waivered away from is I love you.
i was our biggest cheerleader and now i'm wondering if all of my dreams are just that. short visions of an impossible life...
this dream that i had for us. for me and you I WANT SO BADLY to come true. why is it so hard. i always remember hearing .. it shouldn't be this hard.
my dad came up to me while i was doing laundry and said "i dont want you to end up like me. i want you to be happy"
the fact that my father Mr. take care of all of us until his last breath macho police officer save the world hero could see that even a tedious task of doing my laundry seemed to imprint this look of depression on my face says a lot. when will i just figure it all out.
despite all of these rhetorical annoying never ending questions the one answer that i have not waivered away from is I love you.