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so things haven't really been the same. haven't really been anywhere but brawley... good ol btown... :/ things aren't normal, still mad and angry but i guess i need to realize he really loves me and is trying even though i'm treating him like shit. ehhh i got drunk on friday and almost confessed everything to him... a no-no. but just hit the bed and knocked out so i was safe... too drunk to have sex also which kinda sucked haha but anywhoot. I wanna quit my job and go back to school, i want to work at "Buckle", and i want to lose weight... i wonder if i can do any of that this year? TOC is almost here and i can't fuckin wait. i haven't gotten high for over a week: a) because i was sick on meds for a week and b) cause my drop off was dropped into the wrong hands and i got burned, but he got hit up and i better get that chron.. mutherfker. sat. night i spent almost an hour talking to tadd while he was working haha... then i stayed up till 3 watching "The Howling" and then "Amazing Stories" on sci-fi and listening to my parents bitch at each other as usual... well like i said nothing new... not like i died and came back to tell you how much death sucks... but yea gtg now back to the mall to pick up the dude and time to go feast on ice cream.
p.s. i have 2 zits., now i'm going to kill myself.
g'nite
p.s. i have 2 zits., now i'm going to kill myself.
g'nite