Willpower?
yesterday my sister had a dance performance thingy
so after they finished their dance, we went to a Mexican restraunt with some of the other dancers and their families.
i didnt eat anything because I already binged before I got there.
so one of the girls' mom's said to me,"if only i had your willpower,"
and i said "what do u mean?"
and she was like"ur willpower to eat better."
andi just smiled and said "i dont have any willpower."
and then she just laughed
allot of ppl think i have perfect control of what i eat because i dont eat when im around them
but when im by myself at home i EAT
and then i feel like a hypocrit and feel guilty about and it shit and im going to stop that!!
this time i mean it
so after they finished their dance, we went to a Mexican restraunt with some of the other dancers and their families.
i didnt eat anything because I already binged before I got there.
so one of the girls' mom's said to me,"if only i had your willpower,"
and i said "what do u mean?"
and she was like"ur willpower to eat better."
andi just smiled and said "i dont have any willpower."
and then she just laughed
allot of ppl think i have perfect control of what i eat because i dont eat when im around them
but when im by myself at home i EAT
and then i feel like a hypocrit and feel guilty about and it shit and im going to stop that!!
this time i mean it