emotions
so far ive only consumed liquids today
i feel great and i mightve lost some weight
holliday hill is on friday and i need to look skinny for that day lol
im so excited :D
i might be getting my haircut today :)
i still like R
LOL
its scary because i never rewanted to like him but i just did
and when i think ive finally stopped liking him, my feelings for him always come back
and like even when hes hitting me and stuff i actually somewhat like it just just because im around him
its weird and i dont know why i feel this way
even though i am the type of person that would say "if u like him, tell him how u feel"
but with him its so different
because even if what friends say is true about him liking me, he'll never admit it and i know it.
besides he's starting to give me dirty looks (which i give him too. lol) when we pass by eachother in class and i honestly dont know whats going through his head but i know i could never let him know how i feel.
like each day i just wonder what will happen next
omg i sound so obsessed right now and im NOT lol
but it feels good to finally let it out!
i feel great and i mightve lost some weight
holliday hill is on friday and i need to look skinny for that day lol
im so excited :D
i might be getting my haircut today :)
i still like R
LOL
its scary because i never rewanted to like him but i just did
and when i think ive finally stopped liking him, my feelings for him always come back
and like even when hes hitting me and stuff i actually somewhat like it just just because im around him
its weird and i dont know why i feel this way
even though i am the type of person that would say "if u like him, tell him how u feel"
but with him its so different
because even if what friends say is true about him liking me, he'll never admit it and i know it.
besides he's starting to give me dirty looks (which i give him too. lol) when we pass by eachother in class and i honestly dont know whats going through his head but i know i could never let him know how i feel.
like each day i just wonder what will happen next
omg i sound so obsessed right now and im NOT lol
but it feels good to finally let it out!