I SO TOTALLY STOLE THIS FROM HECTOR AND SARAH!!!
here it is, the first few sentences of every month for this year.
JANUARY
It seems like a bit has happened since I last updated. First of all, Raul did call me back. We talk almost everyday although we did go like two weeks without seeing each other. I dont know about him. I mean I like him and he makes me laugh.
FEBRUARY
so in the past week a lot has happened. where to begin where to begin. First thing that happened since i last updated was Raul telling me that he doesnt know how to deal with the fact i have a kid. come on dude. he hasnt even met my son and he wont for quite some time if at all. we seem to be having some issues.
MARCH
awwww...It has been a really, really long time since I got so drunk that I either a. threw up and b. dont remember my conversations. Last night both happened. It was Rachel's birthday so a group from work met at Frankies. Mayra and Naomi kept buying me shots. Rick bought me my own pitcher of beer that jorge had to help me finish because i was too drunk. Lorenzo and Felipe kept laughing at my ass. it was pretty damn funny up until Mayra and Naomi started having drama. Girls are nothing but drama. I can say that freely because I am a girl. Anyways, my drama was because Rick got jealous of Juan. Juan is just a cool friend. Urgh men. If girls were not even more drama, I think I would be gay. Uh scratch that. I practice phallic worship. haha. so it was funny. Ima dork
APRIL
Last night's festivities were not what we had hoped for but it was still fun enough. Yes I did have slightly too much alcohol but thats ok. I performed lap dances for the girls and a couple of boys. I tried to get attention but one crush jokingly rejected me as I don't think he took me seriously. I think I am not serious. The whole night I just kept thinking about Rick. I think I would like to focus on Rick. The problem is he doesn't know what he wants exactly. I wish I could just let go.Hmmmph..
MAY
On wednesday I hung out with the boys. We had a good time but the whole night the nice guy that used to work at west kept texting me. He wanted to see me so after some alcohol and unfulfilling conversations with Rick (yes he was there but in my own defense he invited himself and tagged along) I went to see this guy. I didnt hear from him again until yesterday but he wants to see me again. I dont know. He seems like the type that will get attached and I dont want to hurt him.
JUNE
Drama. I must really enjoy it. damn. lol. I dont know what I want anymore. Part of me wants a relationship again and the other part of me screams NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
I even have drama and scandal at work. that is sad.
I need to stop being so whiny. I am annoying myself. I even told myself that I dont want to hang out with me anymore. lol.
JULY
Lately I have developed an "I hate the world" attitude. I don't particularly care for it as it is not me. I wish I could just get out of my funk but stress does not allow me.
Everything that can get fucked up is fucked up in my life right now. Even when things start to look up someone or something comes and shits all over it.
Urgh. Hector G. and I are gonna go get some vodoo shit done. I hope it helps me. I will accept any help at this point
AUGUST
Last week I kept going to bed early because I have david on a new bedtime and i fall asleep with him. damn ima slacker. lol.
so what happened this weekend????
Friday- went to grahams for a bit with david, lorenzo, and lorena. it sucked. so we met up with rachel and went to cincinnati street. we were at g2 where we were with a bunch of west folks. It was a blast. i left for a bit to go to cincinnati bar and saw him there. I dont want to like him in that way but a crush is definitely forming. yikes! So i flirted and went back to g2. Apparently I missed some drama but it was done with when i got back. it was back to the friday night girls flashing and comparing boobs. lol.
SEPTEMBER
Well i had a relatively boring weekend. Friday went to the bar with david and rachel....lol...
discussions of boobs, glitter, beer, mens restrooms, and toasts to Lorena....i drank a lil too much alcohol and let someone kiss me that I shouldnt have...."WE SHOULD BE TOGETHER!" lol.. I cant believe he said that..
Nothing was really clear to me until saturday morning....haha I hope I dont see him at work. It will be interesting. He called me on sat while i was at lunch....funny.
OCTOBER
not too much new going on. the same silliness as usual. saturday was uh, lets say interesting. spent the night party hopping but never really quite finding our place. lol. david finally kicked the soccer ball during a game. his birthday is coming up. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my baby is going to be 5!
NOVEMBER
It sucks not having the internet. Life update? eh not too much has changed. still messing around with rick....hehe...suprisingly no drama there unless you count my friends giving me shit. they do it because they love me. Work is up and down. cant complain. Life is actually pretty good right now.
DECEMBER:
I feel really, really bad. I came to realize how much I push people away. I push guys away. I push my friends away. I dont know why.
Well there it is. a year of my bitching and whining. lol. hopefully next year will be better. luv ya
JANUARY
It seems like a bit has happened since I last updated. First of all, Raul did call me back. We talk almost everyday although we did go like two weeks without seeing each other. I dont know about him. I mean I like him and he makes me laugh.
FEBRUARY
so in the past week a lot has happened. where to begin where to begin. First thing that happened since i last updated was Raul telling me that he doesnt know how to deal with the fact i have a kid. come on dude. he hasnt even met my son and he wont for quite some time if at all. we seem to be having some issues.
MARCH
awwww...It has been a really, really long time since I got so drunk that I either a. threw up and b. dont remember my conversations. Last night both happened. It was Rachel's birthday so a group from work met at Frankies. Mayra and Naomi kept buying me shots. Rick bought me my own pitcher of beer that jorge had to help me finish because i was too drunk. Lorenzo and Felipe kept laughing at my ass. it was pretty damn funny up until Mayra and Naomi started having drama. Girls are nothing but drama. I can say that freely because I am a girl. Anyways, my drama was because Rick got jealous of Juan. Juan is just a cool friend. Urgh men. If girls were not even more drama, I think I would be gay. Uh scratch that. I practice phallic worship. haha. so it was funny. Ima dork
APRIL
Last night's festivities were not what we had hoped for but it was still fun enough. Yes I did have slightly too much alcohol but thats ok. I performed lap dances for the girls and a couple of boys. I tried to get attention but one crush jokingly rejected me as I don't think he took me seriously. I think I am not serious. The whole night I just kept thinking about Rick. I think I would like to focus on Rick. The problem is he doesn't know what he wants exactly. I wish I could just let go.Hmmmph..
MAY
On wednesday I hung out with the boys. We had a good time but the whole night the nice guy that used to work at west kept texting me. He wanted to see me so after some alcohol and unfulfilling conversations with Rick (yes he was there but in my own defense he invited himself and tagged along) I went to see this guy. I didnt hear from him again until yesterday but he wants to see me again. I dont know. He seems like the type that will get attached and I dont want to hurt him.
JUNE
Drama. I must really enjoy it. damn. lol. I dont know what I want anymore. Part of me wants a relationship again and the other part of me screams NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
I even have drama and scandal at work. that is sad.
I need to stop being so whiny. I am annoying myself. I even told myself that I dont want to hang out with me anymore. lol.
JULY
Lately I have developed an "I hate the world" attitude. I don't particularly care for it as it is not me. I wish I could just get out of my funk but stress does not allow me.
Everything that can get fucked up is fucked up in my life right now. Even when things start to look up someone or something comes and shits all over it.
Urgh. Hector G. and I are gonna go get some vodoo shit done. I hope it helps me. I will accept any help at this point
AUGUST
Last week I kept going to bed early because I have david on a new bedtime and i fall asleep with him. damn ima slacker. lol.
so what happened this weekend????
Friday- went to grahams for a bit with david, lorenzo, and lorena. it sucked. so we met up with rachel and went to cincinnati street. we were at g2 where we were with a bunch of west folks. It was a blast. i left for a bit to go to cincinnati bar and saw him there. I dont want to like him in that way but a crush is definitely forming. yikes! So i flirted and went back to g2. Apparently I missed some drama but it was done with when i got back. it was back to the friday night girls flashing and comparing boobs. lol.
SEPTEMBER
Well i had a relatively boring weekend. Friday went to the bar with david and rachel....lol...
discussions of boobs, glitter, beer, mens restrooms, and toasts to Lorena....i drank a lil too much alcohol and let someone kiss me that I shouldnt have...."WE SHOULD BE TOGETHER!" lol.. I cant believe he said that..
Nothing was really clear to me until saturday morning....haha I hope I dont see him at work. It will be interesting. He called me on sat while i was at lunch....funny.
OCTOBER
not too much new going on. the same silliness as usual. saturday was uh, lets say interesting. spent the night party hopping but never really quite finding our place. lol. david finally kicked the soccer ball during a game. his birthday is coming up. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my baby is going to be 5!
NOVEMBER
It sucks not having the internet. Life update? eh not too much has changed. still messing around with rick....hehe...suprisingly no drama there unless you count my friends giving me shit. they do it because they love me. Work is up and down. cant complain. Life is actually pretty good right now.
DECEMBER:
I feel really, really bad. I came to realize how much I push people away. I push guys away. I push my friends away. I dont know why.
Well there it is. a year of my bitching and whining. lol. hopefully next year will be better. luv ya