wake me up when its over
I was thinking about this past year. it has been very fucked up. a few things happened.
* I got arrested.
* The engine in my car blows out.
* My son starts fighting in school.
* I go into major debt.
This is still before april.
* I get a new car and get into two car accidents.
* I have my heart broken worse than the "official" time we separated.
* I get two speeding tickets in a month from a cop that was most definitely not using a radar.
* I lose touch with some friends.
* I have major issues at work.
* My brother is kept in jail.
this week they are threatening to take away my car because the bank only now rejected a payment i made in june. So I start thinking what else can go wrong. Today I get a phone call saying that my son is being recommended to have session with the counselor to learn how to control his emotions. Fuck! I was just told three weeks ago by my family how proud they are of david because his behavior was improving so much. I know it is because I have been staying late at work. I work late for the overtime to attempt to get caught up because I havent received child support for like four months. But if i fix my money situation it seems like my little family is suffering as the result. Damn.
i dont know what else to do. Fuck. I need help.
I need to go beg for someone to give me a break and lend me money. Lets see if they will do it.
* I got arrested.
* The engine in my car blows out.
* My son starts fighting in school.
* I go into major debt.
This is still before april.
* I get a new car and get into two car accidents.
* I have my heart broken worse than the "official" time we separated.
* I get two speeding tickets in a month from a cop that was most definitely not using a radar.
* I lose touch with some friends.
* I have major issues at work.
* My brother is kept in jail.
this week they are threatening to take away my car because the bank only now rejected a payment i made in june. So I start thinking what else can go wrong. Today I get a phone call saying that my son is being recommended to have session with the counselor to learn how to control his emotions. Fuck! I was just told three weeks ago by my family how proud they are of david because his behavior was improving so much. I know it is because I have been staying late at work. I work late for the overtime to attempt to get caught up because I havent received child support for like four months. But if i fix my money situation it seems like my little family is suffering as the result. Damn.
i dont know what else to do. Fuck. I need help.
I need to go beg for someone to give me a break and lend me money. Lets see if they will do it.