Happy fucking anniversary!
Yesterday was the one year anniversary of my split with rick. It was also my birthday party. Yeah, I know it was kinda early but i couldnt do it any other weekend.
The party was fun until the very end. My depression got the better of me. That along with the large amount of alcohol I had consumed was not a very good combination. I got sad and that made me angry. So I took it out on some guy who was trying to steal beer from my house. I wasnt the only one with drama though. Other than the end, the party was fun. Some girl I didnt know put dollars down my shirt and then Raul rearranged them. Noreen got a lil tipsy and we couldnt stop laughing. Hector and Sarah got to wear a bra as a hat. I danced on one of the poles in my backyard for Art. there were numerous other silly things that happened but i cant think of any right now.
I have a lot of beer left. I gave some to my sister. I wonder who will help me drink the rest. hmmm.....
Today was a sad day. I am just gloomy. i went out to eat with my offspring and rachel and her son. then we went to the movies.
My thoughts are just everywhere. I feel like i cant trust people and then I get annoyed really fast. I feel like I am being used by some of my close friends. i dont know.
The party was fun until the very end. My depression got the better of me. That along with the large amount of alcohol I had consumed was not a very good combination. I got sad and that made me angry. So I took it out on some guy who was trying to steal beer from my house. I wasnt the only one with drama though. Other than the end, the party was fun. Some girl I didnt know put dollars down my shirt and then Raul rearranged them. Noreen got a lil tipsy and we couldnt stop laughing. Hector and Sarah got to wear a bra as a hat. I danced on one of the poles in my backyard for Art. there were numerous other silly things that happened but i cant think of any right now.
I have a lot of beer left. I gave some to my sister. I wonder who will help me drink the rest. hmmm.....
Today was a sad day. I am just gloomy. i went out to eat with my offspring and rachel and her son. then we went to the movies.
My thoughts are just everywhere. I feel like i cant trust people and then I get annoyed really fast. I feel like I am being used by some of my close friends. i dont know.