Just when it was starting to look up....

Jul 28, 2005 03:05

For anyone who reads this and doesnt know... I have a brother that is in jail. He is an awesome guy that made some very very stupid mistakes.

He was supposed to get out today after being in there for two years. My parents even went to Phoenix to meet him as he got out.

7:45 am. The guards at the prison tell my dad that Sammy wont be out until 9 and to just come back.

9:00 am. my dad, pat (dad's wife), my mom, liz (sister-in-law), and my neices samantha and sarina arrive back at the jail anxiously awaiting sammys release.

9:30 am. my dad goes and questions the guard about what the hold up is. the guard goes to check on where my brother is. he comes back with another guard and my brothers "release" clothes that liz had sent him.
They tell my parents that he is not getting out. Another state, Nevada, is detaining him. This causes his early release date to be terminated which means he has to stay in phoenix until february. in february he is going to be sent to Las Vegas and we will find out what they are going to do to him

It hurt so bad to hear the heartache in both of my parents voices. I am lucky I didnt talk to them when my sister Sandy did. I dont think I could have handled hearing my dad cry. She said my mom was hysterical. It was so hard to hear it. I couldnt stop crying all day.

Why? Why did he have to do what he did? if he would have never done it then we could all be together. The last time all five siblings were together was four years ago. the last time everyone including nephews neices and inlaws were together was five years ago. I miss my family.

I dont have any way to help him. I dont know how to help my parents get through this. My dad is getting sick although he would never admit it to us. He is getting cortozone pumped into his back on the eighth. He just underwent radiation for his cancer in january. My moms diabetes is out of control. The tumor in her neck is growing. WTF man.

I dont know what to do. I wish I could just go to sleep and wake up from all of this.

It is so frustrating because there is nothing I can do. i hate standing by and watching everything just happen.

FUCK!
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