Oct 18, 2005 19:35
So basically my life is fucking awesome
1st - I hook up with 2 guys and now a lot of the junior class girls that I thought were my friends have been now gone around and been calling me a slut. Yea I dont really think that makes me a slut and I just dont get how my life is so important that bitches need to go and be talkin about it to other people. I feel like I dont even want to go near the "bench" nemore cause everyone hates me for somethin that doesnt effect them at all. Everyone thinks I'm changing so much but if some just actually talked to me instead of going around and talking shit I dont think I've changed one bit and I have a reason for everything I do. I love mostly Lyndsey and Alyssa and I have a few good friends still that are junior girls and I love the guys at our school but everyone else I'm not even gonna try nemore.
just got one phone call on that and it helps thankyou Z not gonna blame you for nething thats for sure but its still hard to ignore it and I'm sure you understand
2nd - grounded for forever cuz my parents found something thats not even mine but they want to know whos it is so they can talk to their parents which I think is the dumbest thing in the world and wish they would just worry about me but nope. I was supposed to be getting a new car (green 2 door blazer) but I really doubt that that would happen now.
whatever tho I am who I am and even tho only a few people can accept it I guess I'm gonna have to live with that.