T W O - H U N D R E D - T W E N T Y - N I N E
It's weird to realize that in a year my life has done a complete 360.
A year ago today, I was the happiest I had been until that point.
A year ago tomorrow, I was miserable.
The rest of Feb 05 was hell.
March wasn't any better.
April had some up's, but more downs.
May was ok.
June things were still hard but starting to look up.
July things were much better then they had been, but still not amazing.
August I was finally starting to get over it.
September I made a mistake and reopened the wound.
October I started to heal.
November I started to fall in love again.
December wasn't that good.
January had a lot of ups and downs.
Today, I am happier than I've ever been. Happier than I was on this day last year. Same reason, different person.
I thought I'd never get over him, but today I am over him. It feels wonderful to be over someone that i tortured myself over screwing up with, when in realilty, I didn't screw up. I was just blind.
It feels wonderful to be in love with someone that loves me back. Someone that cares as much about me as I care about them.
One thing I LOVE about my life today... Jesus Alvarez Jr. is in it. He is my whole world and I love him with my entire heart.
I hope everyone has a good Valentines day.