sleep drive.

[staygoldlovely]

eyes open , body aching
the mind is searching for some dreaming
refusing to utter what im thinking 
keeping me from ever sleeping.

the mind is else where
the heart is no longer there 
I want to fly and be forgotten. 
I no longer feel I'm here 
so why even stay

I want to disappear and never ever bee seen. 
Once i go that is it
I will not turn my back and hear those tears
even if i doubt there will

I want to ride that bus that leads to no where. 
the one where I find peace and happiness
so ill wait be in that bus stop 
patiently waiting for my ride to come by and pic me up.