touching youuuuu touching meeeee

[staygolden]

this weekend was fun. shopping. parties. super bowl party with matt's family. wan fu. courtney druuunk and playing air guitar on me. also bridget. also dancing.

also life.

also love.

i met kristen and i was drunk and she told me stuff and i was drunk.

look all i am saying is i believe in a thing called love just listen to the rhythm of my

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heave-ho?

[anonymous]

what is a heave-ho? i just can't win. i make good natured comments and i display the possitive work that i've done, yet you still talk down to me. i know i am mental, for it is diagnosed, but nothing i said in my previous remarks was "mental" in the way you mean it. it might not be so apparent, but i really just want you to be proud of me. i really hoped you'd respond with words of encouragement on my progress, because you know better than anyone the trials i have dealt with. i would like to say that i'm sorry for making you feel guilty for my personal problems an suicidal ideology. that was wrong of me. coz in reality i know that you always cared, even if i had a hard time seeing it. i'm sorry for letting my despair and despertion adversely affect you. i have indeed learned a lot about life and myself in the past several months and i've finally grasped an optomistic awakening. even if you never speak to me again, i really hope that you can be proud of me.
thomas
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"she says it's only in my head/ and she says sshh.../ i know it's only in my head" -counting crows