touching youuuuu touching meeeee

[staygolden]

this weekend was fun. shopping. parties. super bowl party with matt's family. wan fu. courtney druuunk and playing air guitar on me. also bridget. also dancing.

also life.

also love.

i met kristen and i was drunk and she told me stuff and i was drunk.

look all i am saying is i believe in a thing called love just listen to the rhythm of my

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dood?

[anonymous]

dude, why do you say i'm mental? i'm just interested. plus, i made a possitive comment. i don't know if you've noticed, but i have made a lot of possitive headway in being able to cherish the past while accepting the present and interfering with it as little as possible. maybe i'm a little colder because of it, but at least i am less stressed and less stressing. by the way, if you care to know, my life is on the up and up lately. 1) my fake ID birthday fell on the same day as nick's real one, so we had a grand old time on 6th. 2) me and merrell paid for a half O but the dealer accidentally gave us a full O. and 3) i have a deal now with a professional massage therapist where in i give her lessons in computer proficiency and she gives me free massages. bad ass, eh? maybe i can get you a phat discount if you're ever down here. so in closing, i was not intending to worry you or to appear "mental". i wish you well. i hope if i continue to act appropriately and be a good guy that you will take notice, and that sometime in the future we can be friends and have fun together like before i fucked a lot of things up.
your friend,
thomas
ZERO

"i bet the bells with ring pretty well there without me/ don't worry bout me baby, i'll wear the thorny crown" --jude

Re: dood?

[anonymous]

*positive

annnnnd youre still mental with that ridiculous heave-ho you spent an hour on but whatev!

heave-ho?

[anonymous]

what is a heave-ho? i just can't win. i make good natured comments and i display the possitive work that i've done, yet you still talk down to me. i know i am mental, for it is diagnosed, but nothing i said in my previous remarks was "mental" in the way you mean it. it might not be so apparent, but i really just want you to be proud of me. i really hoped you'd respond with words of encouragement on my progress, because you know better than anyone the trials i have dealt with. i would like to say that i'm sorry for making you feel guilty for my personal problems an suicidal ideology. that was wrong of me. coz in reality i know that you always cared, even if i had a hard time seeing it. i'm sorry for letting my despair and despertion adversely affect you. i have indeed learned a lot about life and myself in the past several months and i've finally grasped an optomistic awakening. even if you never speak to me again, i really hope that you can be proud of me.
thomas
ZERO

"she says it's only in my head/ and she says sshh.../ i know it's only in my head" -counting crows