Dead Men Tell NO Tales!

[stay_what_u_r89]

well today and pretty much the summary of the past few weeks have been shit, i've actually just come to realize this.
aside from monday things have been unhappy, with an illusion of happiness

I realize that I havent been treating people close to me with the love and respect they deserve... i dont know why??

I may have fucked things up royally in a friendship of mine and i dont know how to fix things, cause i dont want to make things worse

I'm really scared about Alot of things

I honestly think crying myself to sleep will make me feel better...

I'm scared of a future that no longer seems as promising as it could've been

I'm scared of growing up and losing everything that seems to come so easy to me now

I cant control my thoughts and keep them focused

I think I'm gonna fail out of school and never do anything with my life... live at home for far too long