I HATE MY LIFE!

Sep 14, 2004 19:57

Today was just the worst day ever...

I had my first day at niteskool..and of course, im stuck w/ Aslou..! Lol jk i luv u joN! I got dun w/ my test then i cud leave..and it was only about 7, so Jon got out and decided 2 leave too..so we just walked around for about a half hour or so,..and since it wuz open house 2nite...guess who the fuck i see!?!?!?! JIMMY AND CHRIS! Omfg i wanted 2 kill myself..Chris told me they were goin 2 say wassup 2 thier teachers from last yr. and shit..well we fuckin ran in 2 them like twice..and i dn why Jon had 2 fuckin talk 2 Jimmy..but o well. That just totally fucked up my nite...so yeah. So w/e..me n Jon just fuckin walked around for 3 hrs. and waited till 9. I got home n Melissa called askin if she cud sleep over 2morrow after skool since there aint no skool thursday. so shes comin home w/ me after skool 2morrow...

I feel like fucking shit and i cant sleep and i dont wanna go 2 skool 2morrow..:/ Im jus sick n tired of everyones shit and if ne1 gets me pissed i swear im gonna explode. I hate every1 and i just wanna be alone for a little while and not talk 2 ne1. I need 2 get my shit str8 and what not. Im very fuckin depressed and i dn wut my problem is....im not hungry, im not tired, im always in a bitchy mood, i cannot concentrate. or nething..:( wut is wrongggg w/ me?????? i hate this...

I have 2 work thursday at 5-close, and i dn wut else..i mite have 2 work friday, same hours, but im not sure yet...my paycheck wont b shit cause i work like 3-4 days a week...but the pretzels r always good lol.

I dk..but i need a break from everyone rite now, b/c i just cant deal w/ myself or ne1 else..

im out, gunna go listen 2 music...dam i needa blunt :/
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