Mar 11, 2004 20:06
life isnt fair.
today was a horrible and all i wanted to do was go home and sleep.
i wish i could be happy for you, but i just cant.
and im not even sure of what is going on and i shouldnt assume but i think its kind of obvious what has changed.
i wish i wouldnt have fucked things up when everything was perfect. and i wish you wouldnt have fucked things up, because i dont even know who to blame for that. i guess it was both our faults.
i still think you're selfish and the best part is, i know you dont care at all.
i wish i had someone that could make it all better.
but i guess thats one of my flaws; finding someone else to do what i cant figure out on my own.
i hate this.