turning over a new leaf.. :)
Dear Journal,
Long time, no see.. so much has changed from the last entry, and i dont even know when i wrote it. Life is constantly changing now a days.. in every way possible. I'm in college now, living on my own, and i must admit, it's a been a rollercoaster. You meet so many new people all with different personalities, and you learn to love each one for their own flaws. Almost like i've created a new family here. Especially my roommate.. Anna. she is definitely put in my life for a reason.. Most people don't even talk to their roomies, but she is like my sister. i couldn't have asked for anyone better.... Over all dorm life is cool, a bit distracting at times, but more the reason to focus. College is not easy, and i'm not even gonna say i'm any good at it, but i'm definitely gonna try harder. I know haven't done much of that since i've been here. My mind has been else where. but after a while, that gets old and you realize the real reason behind it all... I've already had to drop two classes, and i'm changing my major from Biology to Business.. i like the study of biology, but i thought and i dont think i would like to do it as a job. therefore i'd rather work with marketing, advertising, and like public relations and stuff.. i could see fun in that. I am vice president in the dorms; i started the newsletter, plus classes on top of that, it can get a bit stressful. just taking it one day at a time.
I took some time today to just think and figure out what i wanted in life.. I want to be happy, and i'm working towards that goal already. I'm gonna start worrying about me first and for most. Do what makes me happy in Life, with everything- dorm life responsibilites, classes at UNO, the opposite sex, and loved ones. Looking back on the past year, so much has changed, and i know it's all for a purpose. you make mistakes, and some have consquences and you learn to deal with them. Life isn't supposed to be easy.. it's a beautiful ever changing phenomenom! Everyday is a new with tons of opportunties for self-growth. People will come into your life and as quickly as they came, they are gone. Find somene who will love you for who you are and what you have to offer and not anythin less..
Sigh.. I had a good day! i went home for the afternoon, and saw old friends i was needing to see. I feel refreshed and ready for this week and all it has to throw at me.. take it i may not have as much class, but i do have time to focus on other things.. I'm excited. idk what for.
It feels good to just write again and let it out. i love where things are going with life. I'm positive for my future. I have awesome friends- new and old, a guy who loves me no matter what, and a family supporting my every decision.
I pray you lead in the right direction Lord. I love thee with all my heart. Thank you for never losing hope in me.
Signed,
Gelana
Long time, no see.. so much has changed from the last entry, and i dont even know when i wrote it. Life is constantly changing now a days.. in every way possible. I'm in college now, living on my own, and i must admit, it's a been a rollercoaster. You meet so many new people all with different personalities, and you learn to love each one for their own flaws. Almost like i've created a new family here. Especially my roommate.. Anna. she is definitely put in my life for a reason.. Most people don't even talk to their roomies, but she is like my sister. i couldn't have asked for anyone better.... Over all dorm life is cool, a bit distracting at times, but more the reason to focus. College is not easy, and i'm not even gonna say i'm any good at it, but i'm definitely gonna try harder. I know haven't done much of that since i've been here. My mind has been else where. but after a while, that gets old and you realize the real reason behind it all... I've already had to drop two classes, and i'm changing my major from Biology to Business.. i like the study of biology, but i thought and i dont think i would like to do it as a job. therefore i'd rather work with marketing, advertising, and like public relations and stuff.. i could see fun in that. I am vice president in the dorms; i started the newsletter, plus classes on top of that, it can get a bit stressful. just taking it one day at a time.
I took some time today to just think and figure out what i wanted in life.. I want to be happy, and i'm working towards that goal already. I'm gonna start worrying about me first and for most. Do what makes me happy in Life, with everything- dorm life responsibilites, classes at UNO, the opposite sex, and loved ones. Looking back on the past year, so much has changed, and i know it's all for a purpose. you make mistakes, and some have consquences and you learn to deal with them. Life isn't supposed to be easy.. it's a beautiful ever changing phenomenom! Everyday is a new with tons of opportunties for self-growth. People will come into your life and as quickly as they came, they are gone. Find somene who will love you for who you are and what you have to offer and not anythin less..
Sigh.. I had a good day! i went home for the afternoon, and saw old friends i was needing to see. I feel refreshed and ready for this week and all it has to throw at me.. take it i may not have as much class, but i do have time to focus on other things.. I'm excited. idk what for.
It feels good to just write again and let it out. i love where things are going with life. I'm positive for my future. I have awesome friends- new and old, a guy who loves me no matter what, and a family supporting my every decision.
I pray you lead in the right direction Lord. I love thee with all my heart. Thank you for never losing hope in me.
Signed,
Gelana