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Another Christmas came an went and for some odd reason im disappointed. Not because of how fast it came, Im upset because the lack of family and spirit. God, i remember getting so jazzed for christmas.I have a HUGE family on both sides, mom and dad. Christmas for me usually lasted for a week with all the running around we use to do trying to squeeze in as much family as we could. But as ive gotten older the more it seems the adults just dont care to keep traditions going anymore. My grandma canceled her christmas this year due to weather but then changed her mind and said lets just do it the 26th. Then canceled agian! for like NO REASON. I didnt get to see my sister or my cousin justin at all, and my dads side of the family everyone just seemed pissed off (minus my dad) everyone else was just like here take your gift...okay open it...ok bye. I mean it was the weirdest gathering at my dads house ever. It didnt feel warm and welcoming like it use to. Now i just cant wait to have children of my own so i can make my own family christmas....its the only thing im going to look forward too now especially at the rate my family is going. Soon well all be saying bah humbug!!!!!!