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stress.
school stress. grades, friends, teachers. having a life and studying. at the same time.
job stress.
getting into college stress.
paying for the fucking college stress. just because i make too much money to fit into your nice little forms mr. governor, doesn't mean i make enough to get a decent education and become a member of your productive society.
prom stress. taking a date that doesn't go to your school is ridiculous. especially when you don't... never mind.
guy stress. this thing with zach has been brewing for weeks and now i'm scared.
i'm done. i'm too tired to keep happy up. happy is a load of crap.
at least for me it is.
right now the only thing that's not crap is curling up in *his* arms and falling asleep and not waking up for a very long time.. until i'm ready to.
but that's never going to happen. so let's forget about this shall we?
school stress. grades, friends, teachers. having a life and studying. at the same time.
job stress.
getting into college stress.
paying for the fucking college stress. just because i make too much money to fit into your nice little forms mr. governor, doesn't mean i make enough to get a decent education and become a member of your productive society.
prom stress. taking a date that doesn't go to your school is ridiculous. especially when you don't... never mind.
guy stress. this thing with zach has been brewing for weeks and now i'm scared.
i'm done. i'm too tired to keep happy up. happy is a load of crap.
at least for me it is.
right now the only thing that's not crap is curling up in *his* arms and falling asleep and not waking up for a very long time.. until i'm ready to.
but that's never going to happen. so let's forget about this shall we?