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i love you so much. i just want that to be known. i was gonna write about all the shit thats been going on this weekend but ive decided that it wont make anything better and could potentially make things worse. so i am going to write about the good things. i am going to stop looking at all the negative aspects of this weekend. this weekend was alright. after school on friday, me and gemma hung out at chris' for a bit. but we had to go to the show super early to sound check. gemma and courtney couldnt come because margret was having some life problems and they wanted to help her through it. im glad they did that. i would want my friends to be there for me. saturday, gemma went out shopping for the afternoon with meghan and eric. she got home around 2 but had to clean for a couple hours. damn parents. after me, chris, courtney and kristin, got together we came back and got gemma. me gemma and kristin watch a really good movie at my house while chris installed a washer and dryer. we watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. i enjoyed the movie and the company. sunday, i woke up and drove gemma and her sister to church. i enjoyed the car ride there. after i pick them and and me and gemma went to my house and watched the end of the movie. it was an alright ending. i love laying in my bed with her and spooning. we fit perfectly together. never an uncomfortable position. after being lazy for a couple hours we went out to get a car wash and some food. we went to burger king(a.k.a. buger suck) and got the worst service in the world. it took gemma at least 12 minutes to get her food. she got a vege burger that was dripping in ketchup and mayo and a side salad that was frozen and wilted. there werent any little ketchup cups, no napkins, and a giant plant was hitting gemma in the head while we ate. i feel bad that she had such a bad time. i enjoyed being with her even though we had a bad time at BK. at 4 gemma had to go to renee's birthday party. hopefully she had a good time there. it sounded like she did. later that night gemma came over erics where we all were. i was really happy to see her and it wasnt too late, so we would be able to spend more time together. she helped with the puzzle we were doing and we just sat on the couch enjoying eachothers company. we spooned on the couch too. i liked it. and today is monday. i hope i get to see gemma today. i would enjoy it very much.