my life is shit
yep, seriously. my parents are up my ass about every little thing and i can't stand being in this house. and every time me and dan make plans, he's either too tired, sleeping, or doing something else that he convieiently forgot about. ugh, i dunno what is wrong with me. i know i shoudln't care either way if i hang out with him or not, i htink its just that hes liek the only person i know down here so when i have plans wiht him its liek the highlight of my day or week or whatever. we were supposed to go see spiderman tongiht, but we go tthere too late and we couldn't see the next showing cause he has plans with his neighbor. he says we'll go tomorrow but i'm not gonna hold my breath. i think i have a crush on him. <3
in other news, i've been really depressed lately and i feel liek i have no one to turn to about it. i can't go to dan cause it really isn't fair to dump my lifes problems on someone ive known for like a month. and all this shit with mike has me really pissed off at the world and i just wish he would leave well enoguh alone and stop all the shit tlaking.
i just hate life and everyone in mine right now. nothing seems to help. my mom said maybe i need to go to a doctor and get back on meds. well maybe if i had never been taken off meds in the first place i would be ok now. ever think of that one mother!?
in other news, i've been really depressed lately and i feel liek i have no one to turn to about it. i can't go to dan cause it really isn't fair to dump my lifes problems on someone ive known for like a month. and all this shit with mike has me really pissed off at the world and i just wish he would leave well enoguh alone and stop all the shit tlaking.
i just hate life and everyone in mine right now. nothing seems to help. my mom said maybe i need to go to a doctor and get back on meds. well maybe if i had never been taken off meds in the first place i would be ok now. ever think of that one mother!?