Goodbye 2005
Okay so I'm not going to talk about every detail about 2005. Honestly, it would just make me depressed.
But, this year started out just like any other year, nothing special, but I had hopes it would be a really good year. Wow, I was so right too. First couple months was hectic, school, went out with kyle for a little which turned out bad, the softball incident. Then summer came. Probably THE best summer I've ever had. I can thank one boy for that. I can honestly say I fell in love for the first time in the summer of 05. Then junior year started. HELL. volleyball was fun but a lot of work, schoolwork/homework was hard, but I always had my good times with my friends and boyfriend. I can say I had the happiest times in 05.
I can also say I had the lowest times in 05. The softball incident was really hard to handle at first. Not gonna explain it because if you don't know what it is, you don't need to know. And the month of December was probably the worst month I've ever had to endure. I lost a really good thing in this month that I will never get back. My only hope is that some day down the road I can find what I had again. I will miss 2005 everyday I think about it. However, after the month of December, I just want to get as far away from the memories of this year as possible.
My hope for 2006, is that I can manage school, friends, and boys without getting overwhelmed and to actually BE happy for the entire year and never have to have such a depressive month as Dec. 05.
I'm not going to any crazy party like a lot of people are tonight. I'm hanging out with my closest friends. The ones that have ALWAYS been there for me and I know will ALWAYS be there for me in the future. Through the hard times in my life, I really could pick out my truest friends. I love them all so much and I know that I can really get on their nerves but they still stick by me.
So, in 2006, heads up, no looking back on the past, everything happens for a reason, and I'm sure as hell sick of feeling depressed so I'm deciding NOW 2006 will not get to me so badly like now.
But, this year started out just like any other year, nothing special, but I had hopes it would be a really good year. Wow, I was so right too. First couple months was hectic, school, went out with kyle for a little which turned out bad, the softball incident. Then summer came. Probably THE best summer I've ever had. I can thank one boy for that. I can honestly say I fell in love for the first time in the summer of 05. Then junior year started. HELL. volleyball was fun but a lot of work, schoolwork/homework was hard, but I always had my good times with my friends and boyfriend. I can say I had the happiest times in 05.
I can also say I had the lowest times in 05. The softball incident was really hard to handle at first. Not gonna explain it because if you don't know what it is, you don't need to know. And the month of December was probably the worst month I've ever had to endure. I lost a really good thing in this month that I will never get back. My only hope is that some day down the road I can find what I had again. I will miss 2005 everyday I think about it. However, after the month of December, I just want to get as far away from the memories of this year as possible.
My hope for 2006, is that I can manage school, friends, and boys without getting overwhelmed and to actually BE happy for the entire year and never have to have such a depressive month as Dec. 05.
I'm not going to any crazy party like a lot of people are tonight. I'm hanging out with my closest friends. The ones that have ALWAYS been there for me and I know will ALWAYS be there for me in the future. Through the hard times in my life, I really could pick out my truest friends. I love them all so much and I know that I can really get on their nerves but they still stick by me.
So, in 2006, heads up, no looking back on the past, everything happens for a reason, and I'm sure as hell sick of feeling depressed so I'm deciding NOW 2006 will not get to me so badly like now.