Not sure

[staxx]

I'm not really sure whats going on right now. I try to seek help from my friends about what happened to me recently, and all I get is silence. Maybe I should just stop telling people my problems and stop just going out and about with people who don't respond to whats in my life. I just want someone to understand and maybe comment on what my life has been right now. I get alot of "wow sux, so anyways..........." Jesus people gimme somethin else to look forward too, instead of you showing off how great your life is and how small mine is. People wonder why I don't go out much. This is why. What I'm forced to do (being alone) I'm not a party person (I usually end up being drunk and pissed) and I'm not much for going with someone and thier g/f. The other problem is this. I know people and I KNOW they talk to some girls or know some yet when I hint that I'm lookin for a girl, they don't say shit. As long as they are happy and have all what they want, thats all that matters......frak em all.

PS....this is for that girl jenny who keeps hittin on me. You are getting married, why would you wanna hang with me? oh yeah....he's in the army and in afganistan.........yeah sorry but I'm not gonna be your toy, then have ya toss me off when he gets back....sorry.

Yeah there's some anger here but it's the truth