Dec 30, 2003 13:03
Man o man this is the gayest thing ever ::inserts me laughing here:: this really is so amazingly stupid.
Really guys this is all over, cuz after this I don't want to hear shit about anything, I mean cummon common sense, if I'm freaking out already cuz my mom has left my family christmas party to come and get me and is waiting outside while work wants me to stay late, is it all that wise to cop an attitude to me? Nah, probably not, so yea I freaked out on you, sorry for making you look like an ass in front of people. But I didn't swear, cuz I make the most honest efforts not to while I am there, cuz I just think it looks dirty when employees swear while working. Yup, when I talked to Lydia it sounded like you were really pissed, and cuz you had completely blown me off and ignored me the day before, (the day after Christmas) I didn't even know that you were mad at me until Lydia told me, so I didn't get a chance to confront you about it until later, after I wrote that entry. But after talking to you, I came back from work later and deleted it cuz I was like "Hummph, thats so gay, ::laughs at self::" So the fact that you heard about it from other people, whatever, I deleted it not to make myself look better but cuz I thought it was gay, and I was like "whatever this isn't worth it".
You ditching me was madd shitty, cuz you never even told me that you were leaving early, just that you would call when you wanted to leave, so how the hell was I supposed to know when that was? I mean when we left work we were on what I thought, good terms, hence why I ran home to delete what I had previously written, cuz of its madd gayness.
But you know what??? I don't even care anymore, this really is so amazingly stupid. I mean for Mike (whom I have to give it up to, cuz he really did make me feel better the other night) to point out how gay this really is, it's gotta be really bad...lol. When sitting with Maura and Heather, I feel so imbarrased sometimes for being so absorbed in such stupid crap, and cuz we are'nt being even half as mature as they are. There is no need for this shit, at all. We have what?...about 100 days left of school left, then I'm never gunna see any of you again...so why are we fighting now??? Fucking gay...honestly...so if any of you decide to comment to this negatively and continue this shit...please to me the courtesy to go eat a boot, cuz as of right now this is over and I'm not wasting my time with it anymore. I advise for all of you to do the same. I'll see you all when we get back from vacation and this will have never happened.