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There's so much going on right now, and I don't have much time to update. But, here goes.
1. Decided to go to Emory.
2. Won my college division, plus one of the 3 best-of-show things at the EURCA competition.
Also, I spent the last two weekends with an out-of-town guy, and now I'm really confused. Because for the first weekend, we didn't hang out much outside of the closet. But then this past weekend, he held my hand, and we walked around together, and were all flirty- he basically acted like he wants a friendship in addition to other stuff. So I called to wish him a safe drive home (left a message) sun night/mon morning... and haven't heard from him since. not "thanks for a fun weekend," not "had fun hangin out" not "made it home safely"... hmm... So do I contact him again? I feel like he should make some sort of gesture, yeah? But right before I left, when I told him to let me know if I should arrange mutual housing for St. Louis, he very animatedly said yes. So, did something change between 1am and 3am? Confused! And a little hurt. It's very awkward, and sort of scary for me.
Ok, I should get ready for my student. Guilford this weekend. More to come later, hopefully.
-m.
1. Decided to go to Emory.
2. Won my college division, plus one of the 3 best-of-show things at the EURCA competition.
Also, I spent the last two weekends with an out-of-town guy, and now I'm really confused. Because for the first weekend, we didn't hang out much outside of the closet. But then this past weekend, he held my hand, and we walked around together, and were all flirty- he basically acted like he wants a friendship in addition to other stuff. So I called to wish him a safe drive home (left a message) sun night/mon morning... and haven't heard from him since. not "thanks for a fun weekend," not "had fun hangin out" not "made it home safely"... hmm... So do I contact him again? I feel like he should make some sort of gesture, yeah? But right before I left, when I told him to let me know if I should arrange mutual housing for St. Louis, he very animatedly said yes. So, did something change between 1am and 3am? Confused! And a little hurt. It's very awkward, and sort of scary for me.
Ok, I should get ready for my student. Guilford this weekend. More to come later, hopefully.
-m.