Jun 07, 2005 08:54
Hmm...not exacty feeling my best as of lately. I really DISLIKE my personality. Its cost me alot of things that made me happy. A possible relationship, even a best friend =/. I try not to dwell on the past, but its difficult when it was one of few things that made me happy. Not saying I'm not happy now, but would it hurt to say...I miss my best friend? Anywho, yesterday...
Yesterday
1st Hour - Continued watching "The Paper" in Browns class.
2nd Hour - This hour...I'm really fucked for my final. I haven't started it really and I'm just stressing out over alot of other things.
3rd Hour - We went over a chapter review and got a Study Guide for the Final Exam
Lunch - Sucked
4th Hour - Continued watching something about the 70's...and 80's...who knows...
5th Hour - We did a review packet that was like 12 pages long. o_0
6th Hour - He collected some stuff and we took a quiz. I think I did bad cause I mixed something up.
After school I got a ride home w/Aaron and just chilled at home til like 7:00. Then I went to Gloria's. We watched a movie and just talked in general. It was fun. I can be myself around her but I only see her as a friend. I really don't want a relationship right now, unless I find like the perfect girl lol. Otherwise I'm waiting til next year before starting a relationship. I just don't see any happiness in one right now. Girls just...suck, and are confusing lol. I know most guys are too for the girls who are reading this. Since I don't think I HAVE any guys who read my LJ. Yeah, anyways, I left Gloria's around 9:00 went home and watched the Piston Game...which they won! Pistons & Spurs! Damn straight. Oh well. Noone ever comments on my entries unless they are sad, or are to certain people. So, yeah...don't really expect alot of people to comment on this. Whatever...I'm out...Peace <3
P.S. I'm obsessed w/MySpace. I'm metting up w/alot of girls from there this summer. Can't wait =)
I am also getting a guitar very soon. I plan on playing a song or two in the talent show next year.
"So our open wounds will bleed. Until our veins run dry. Now we have to take this thorn, and tear it from our side. Agitated at the fault line. Still agree to disagree. Your connected to the heart, but tonight will set you free. So swallow the knife. Carve the way for your pride. Now our hands are tied. The problems lie within. So we pray for night...to start over again..."