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Long time…no post…I’m late on this one…I know… but
Okay, without giving any context at all, what are five things you've really wanted to say to people in the last month, but haven't said. Don't give context, just give the thing you want to say.
I know that you don’t really care about what I feel. You have made that clear over and over again in so many different ways. But I’m sorry, and I can’t help it. I just want you to know that you stepped on me and it hurt, it hurts. But I forgive you, because that is what I do.
I hate that you have planned the whole rest of my life. I hate that you won’t just cut the fucking umbilical cord. It’s not even that either, I hate that you interrupt me when I’m trying to say something too you. I hate that you carry on debates I have with you as though you have a script already written out in your head and nothing I say will change it one way or another. I hate that when I have an opinion you laugh at it, or antagonize me, or make it into a joke. I hate that you will ask me to get you dinner or a snack when Bart is standing right next to the fucking fridge. Because since I’m the girl, I have to get you food. Get your own ass of the fucking couch! And stop talking down to me!
I worry about you. I just want to make everything better, and I don’t know how. Even if I did know how, I don’t know if I could, or if you would even let me. But please let me try. I know I can’t fix things, but I could make them better right?
You confuse me.
Would you take it personally, if I had sex with you right now?
So now that that is over…
I may or may not be going to all good things! The very idea makes me wiggle all over and squeal with delight. So here’s the story. I was talking with the cutest, sweetest little raver girl every online. This is the same one who gave me bunn-ay the leo-pard and is very much in love with my brother. Well anyway she mentioned how excited she was for all good things, and I, subsequently, mentioned that I didn’t have a ticket and that she would have to party extra hard for me. She gasped with alarm and said she might have an extra ticket depending on whether or not her friend was going. I fell on the ground in orgasm/ seizure. That is my story.
A couple days ago, one of my teachers kept on using the word paradox incorrectly. She said it like four or five times in referring to different current events as the paradox of our time. That scene from princess bride kept on floating through my head. The one in which that weird bald guy keeps on saying: Inconceivable! And Indigo finally says to him “ you keep on saying that word…I do not think it means what you think it means.” I almost got sent out of class on a laughing fit with that one.
I think this has been enough rambling for one night/morning
Vic out
Okay, without giving any context at all, what are five things you've really wanted to say to people in the last month, but haven't said. Don't give context, just give the thing you want to say.
I know that you don’t really care about what I feel. You have made that clear over and over again in so many different ways. But I’m sorry, and I can’t help it. I just want you to know that you stepped on me and it hurt, it hurts. But I forgive you, because that is what I do.
I hate that you have planned the whole rest of my life. I hate that you won’t just cut the fucking umbilical cord. It’s not even that either, I hate that you interrupt me when I’m trying to say something too you. I hate that you carry on debates I have with you as though you have a script already written out in your head and nothing I say will change it one way or another. I hate that when I have an opinion you laugh at it, or antagonize me, or make it into a joke. I hate that you will ask me to get you dinner or a snack when Bart is standing right next to the fucking fridge. Because since I’m the girl, I have to get you food. Get your own ass of the fucking couch! And stop talking down to me!
I worry about you. I just want to make everything better, and I don’t know how. Even if I did know how, I don’t know if I could, or if you would even let me. But please let me try. I know I can’t fix things, but I could make them better right?
You confuse me.
Would you take it personally, if I had sex with you right now?
So now that that is over…
I may or may not be going to all good things! The very idea makes me wiggle all over and squeal with delight. So here’s the story. I was talking with the cutest, sweetest little raver girl every online. This is the same one who gave me bunn-ay the leo-pard and is very much in love with my brother. Well anyway she mentioned how excited she was for all good things, and I, subsequently, mentioned that I didn’t have a ticket and that she would have to party extra hard for me. She gasped with alarm and said she might have an extra ticket depending on whether or not her friend was going. I fell on the ground in orgasm/ seizure. That is my story.
A couple days ago, one of my teachers kept on using the word paradox incorrectly. She said it like four or five times in referring to different current events as the paradox of our time. That scene from princess bride kept on floating through my head. The one in which that weird bald guy keeps on saying: Inconceivable! And Indigo finally says to him “ you keep on saying that word…I do not think it means what you think it means.” I almost got sent out of class on a laughing fit with that one.
I think this has been enough rambling for one night/morning
Vic out