What?

[statikmystre]

It is only when I'm high that I feel this way;
immediate remorse -
the instant change in the wind,
the newfound will to fulfill plans just canceled.

Everything becomes clear;
such as the reason I can no longer write;
I knew writers block could only last so long,
so when that time frame exceeded what I believed to be unbelievable,
I started to pay more attention,
and found every sentence trumped by interjecting thought
as absolutely anything from a random noise to another tab on my screen
can steal my attention in the wrong direction
and hold it hostage unnecessarily in aimless suspense...