Ali: I = miss u
God.
if i could ever voice what i have to say on so many things, i dont think i'd be as miserable as i have been lately.
but, i guess, there's just some things that have to be said on other journals, and not this one. cuz even if i try to be subtle, everyone knows who i like whether i want y'all to or not, and.. just.. being subtle doesnt work very well for me, no matter how hard i try.
anyway.
i missed my ali. she's one of the best people i know.
she walked to burger king for me one day and bought me a coke slushie and cookies cuz i could barely move and i felt like hell was inside me. i think ryan's scored the jackpot. if i had someone like ali i'd be commited with a quickness. i miss coral springs, and all my people. but i guess moving to georgia benifited me somehow. o.O i changed alot. i'm not as mean, nor am i as shy. which was what i had to work on. and i met some cool people in ga.. so yeah..
kjsfdgud. ryan n alex were supposed to come down the weekend after this weekend, and.. uhh.. well.. IF MOTHERS DAY WASNT A DAMNED PROBLEM AND IT WAS THE WEEKEND AFTER THEY GOT HERE, I'D BE HAPPY. but NO! fucking holidays ALWAYS ruin the good stuff for me. like valentines day. i hope cupid gets shot and his arrows shoved up his ass. and birthdays. oh god. them things are bitches too. i even hate my birthday. and i'm supposed to have a sweet 16 this year.... and like last year, i probably wont have a birthday party.
good god. my vision's getting blurry cuz i'm about to cry.
fuck you, corey. fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you.
stop rubbing it in.
*sighs*
if i could ever voice what i have to say on so many things, i dont think i'd be as miserable as i have been lately.
but, i guess, there's just some things that have to be said on other journals, and not this one. cuz even if i try to be subtle, everyone knows who i like whether i want y'all to or not, and.. just.. being subtle doesnt work very well for me, no matter how hard i try.
anyway.
i missed my ali. she's one of the best people i know.
she walked to burger king for me one day and bought me a coke slushie and cookies cuz i could barely move and i felt like hell was inside me. i think ryan's scored the jackpot. if i had someone like ali i'd be commited with a quickness. i miss coral springs, and all my people. but i guess moving to georgia benifited me somehow. o.O i changed alot. i'm not as mean, nor am i as shy. which was what i had to work on. and i met some cool people in ga.. so yeah..
kjsfdgud. ryan n alex were supposed to come down the weekend after this weekend, and.. uhh.. well.. IF MOTHERS DAY WASNT A DAMNED PROBLEM AND IT WAS THE WEEKEND AFTER THEY GOT HERE, I'D BE HAPPY. but NO! fucking holidays ALWAYS ruin the good stuff for me. like valentines day. i hope cupid gets shot and his arrows shoved up his ass. and birthdays. oh god. them things are bitches too. i even hate my birthday. and i'm supposed to have a sweet 16 this year.... and like last year, i probably wont have a birthday party.
good god. my vision's getting blurry cuz i'm about to cry.
fuck you, corey. fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you.
stop rubbing it in.
*sighs*