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so, Brian is leaving friday for a week..to go camping..
i'm acutally reallly sad..
because lately ive been with him every day.. 
and i wont have anything to do.
well,sleep and work..
i plan on working 5 days,so i will waste time by that,plus ill get paid alot too.
carlye will be gone away too for that week fuck.
oh wel.
i dont want to hangout wiht anyone because i dont want him tow orry
i would never evre do anything anyways,or let anyone try anything
i cant do it,i love brian too much. i wouldnt think of it
but i dont want to hangout with anyone..because alot of my friends are guys
and i know i would worry if he hung out wiht girls and i went away
i trust him 100% but stupid shit bugs me
so illwork.
and sleep
ad be with my mom.oh well
the more i mis him
the more excited i will be when he comes home :):):)):
i love him
like no one will ever understand

i wish i could show him or tell him in someway the way i feel for him.
but it wont happen there isint enough words in the world to explain how i feeel
or what he means ot me
i want him forever,no one else.
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mine.
i love him.
alot.
rekl[twketwe