weird dream, reoccurance.
so, i had this weird dream, it was all of my anxiety tangled together into a big never ending dream, even waking up for a minute and then going back to sleep couldn't stop this dream... it just kept going and going and going.
the first part of it was that the basement was flooding. i was sleeping while it happened and dani woke up before me and we cleaning the water up and sorting out his stuff from the mess. and i distinctly remembered that he said in my dream, "well, my stuff didn't get hit too bad, but wait till you see dominic's stuff, it's all completely underwater..." this suggests in my dream that the water is defying all laws of nature... this leads me to think, in my dream, that i'm a super hero with awesome water powers and i just haven't learned to control yet. so, i leave my house, and go for a walk. as i'm walking a get the feeling that i ran away from my family and that i have to hide from them if they see me. for some reason i live in iowa again, because my whole dream looks like the neighborhood i grew up. dani and john are living with me too. john and i worked at kinko's together and he was the boss and i was the assistant manager, so, john made the schedule and he gave me the worst hours ever, sometimes working all shifts. back to the story, i thought that running away, even though i still look like me was gonna work because they would be able to find me because they don't know my name. they never found me...
eventually i ended up walking in a big circle and coming back to the house that dani, john and i lived at. i tried to make the water come out of the basement, but no matter what i did the water stayed put and it was like it was a sheet of glass too, because i could see all my stuff, but i couldn't get it out, the water wouldn't let me in...
then i talk about the schedule with john, because it was insane... and then i woke up.
the dream was too weird for me to try to sleep again. i had a feeling it would just keep going.
the first part of it was that the basement was flooding. i was sleeping while it happened and dani woke up before me and we cleaning the water up and sorting out his stuff from the mess. and i distinctly remembered that he said in my dream, "well, my stuff didn't get hit too bad, but wait till you see dominic's stuff, it's all completely underwater..." this suggests in my dream that the water is defying all laws of nature... this leads me to think, in my dream, that i'm a super hero with awesome water powers and i just haven't learned to control yet. so, i leave my house, and go for a walk. as i'm walking a get the feeling that i ran away from my family and that i have to hide from them if they see me. for some reason i live in iowa again, because my whole dream looks like the neighborhood i grew up. dani and john are living with me too. john and i worked at kinko's together and he was the boss and i was the assistant manager, so, john made the schedule and he gave me the worst hours ever, sometimes working all shifts. back to the story, i thought that running away, even though i still look like me was gonna work because they would be able to find me because they don't know my name. they never found me...
eventually i ended up walking in a big circle and coming back to the house that dani, john and i lived at. i tried to make the water come out of the basement, but no matter what i did the water stayed put and it was like it was a sheet of glass too, because i could see all my stuff, but i couldn't get it out, the water wouldn't let me in...
then i talk about the schedule with john, because it was insane... and then i woke up.
the dream was too weird for me to try to sleep again. i had a feeling it would just keep going.