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my mother
Liesje P. Spurgin
9-2-1946 to 12-11-2006
Sleep Softly
Dear mom
I cant believe you're gone.
This last week has been mind bendingly uncomprehendable.
I know you want me to be strong...
Im so sorry...
I knew I shouldnt have let you get on that plane, and when the details slowly trickled in through emails and horiffic phone calls, I couldnt help but choke on my regret.
And though you raised me never to regretanything
I cant help but regret this.
Martine told me you past painlessly and that you told her to tell me "tout vas bien"
Please know I was trying to contact you before you died...
Dad called and left a message.. I knew something was wrong, he said he'd call back.. he never did and then my phone fell 2 feet completly erasing all my numbers... and then the phone company wouldnt provide me with a new phone immediatly...
I know you are in a much better plane of existence now, And I dont want you to be upset, I promise you I will complete all the tasks I came to America to do.
I promise ill read a page from your meditation book everyday..
I want you to know how many people you have affected in a wonderful way.
During a gathering last night there were many people here who had met you in the past month while stopping by. Many of them did not know you had just passed... But5 they all said the exact same thing... That you were a kind sweet sweet lady... And that is how I will always remmebr you.
Everyone has been very supportive through this, and everyone sends their love to you.
Leah is helping with understanding a lot of these procedures and I know she misses you dearly. Maybe you can find her mom up there and grab a good cup of coffee.
I've never felt anything like this before... and just know I still feel your presence everywhere
I love you mom
rust zaght
Liesje P. Spurgin
9-2-1946 to 12-11-2006
Sleep Softly
Dear mom
I cant believe you're gone.
This last week has been mind bendingly uncomprehendable.
I know you want me to be strong...
Im so sorry...
I knew I shouldnt have let you get on that plane, and when the details slowly trickled in through emails and horiffic phone calls, I couldnt help but choke on my regret.
And though you raised me never to regretanything
I cant help but regret this.
Martine told me you past painlessly and that you told her to tell me "tout vas bien"
Please know I was trying to contact you before you died...
Dad called and left a message.. I knew something was wrong, he said he'd call back.. he never did and then my phone fell 2 feet completly erasing all my numbers... and then the phone company wouldnt provide me with a new phone immediatly...
I know you are in a much better plane of existence now, And I dont want you to be upset, I promise you I will complete all the tasks I came to America to do.
I promise ill read a page from your meditation book everyday..
I want you to know how many people you have affected in a wonderful way.
During a gathering last night there were many people here who had met you in the past month while stopping by. Many of them did not know you had just passed... But5 they all said the exact same thing... That you were a kind sweet sweet lady... And that is how I will always remmebr you.
Everyone has been very supportive through this, and everyone sends their love to you.
Leah is helping with understanding a lot of these procedures and I know she misses you dearly. Maybe you can find her mom up there and grab a good cup of coffee.
I've never felt anything like this before... and just know I still feel your presence everywhere
I love you mom
rust zaght