R.I.P. Ruslana Korshunova
June 28th 2008, 6:22 PM
I used to think, oh how it easy it is for beautiful people, how they never have any problems, how they..always seem to be happy...key word:seem.
Today a beautiful beautiful young female model, took her life by jumping from a 9 stories building...
She commited suicide.
I don't know, i can't understand what was going through her head, but i feel sympathetic towards it, because i've felt that way before, i've felt like just giving it all up, and ...you know...But then i think about my family, about the great damage i will do to them, and then there's my fear of dying also..I..I..i'm so devastated.
Isn't anyone happy these days?
What is happiness?
Why can't we be happy?
I don't get it and i never will.
I'm so upset at the people leaving comments in blogs,etc. saying things like "You could see the sadness in her eyes" ...No you fucking couldn't.
The same kinda stuff was said when Heath Ledger passed away.
If this so called turmoil and sadness was so obvious to the eye, why no one ever tried talking to them, helping them, just..ask them "hey, how are you feeling"?
Why is everyone so selfish? We are here to help each other, to support each other, and yet...it seems like it's every man on their own.
I guess now I understand that beauty&money doesn't equal happiness, and that i shouldn't be having dark thoughts just because i don't own either. It's such a shame that this had to happen in order for me to realize that.
R.I.P. Ruslana Korshunova
I hope you're in a better place now
I hope the pain is gone now
I hope you're Ok now.
