i can't sleep. here is why:
every time i talk to my grandmother on the phone she always asks me how my love life is going. this is starting to become embarrassing because my answer is always the same: it's nonexistant. it's also becoming depressing. i have been single for going on TWO YEARS now. i don't even have a crush on anyone. i am almost furious.
i am also almost furious about how i still do not have a job. i did not get either one of the jobs with the arts & science council. i am going to check how many jobs i have applied to since March: 47. Out of those, I only even got interviews with 3 places, and only one of those was even in-person. jeez louise.
these are basic human desires, to want a job and to want a significant other. WHY AM I SENTENCED TO LANGUISH FOREVER WITH NEITHER
i am also almost furious about how things have to die. cyndi died almost exactly a year ago. any living thing could die at any time. i am going to go throw up.
i am also almost furious about how i still do not have a job. i did not get either one of the jobs with the arts & science council. i am going to check how many jobs i have applied to since March: 47. Out of those, I only even got interviews with 3 places, and only one of those was even in-person. jeez louise.
these are basic human desires, to want a job and to want a significant other. WHY AM I SENTENCED TO LANGUISH FOREVER WITH NEITHER
i am also almost furious about how things have to die. cyndi died almost exactly a year ago. any living thing could die at any time. i am going to go throw up.