As simple as I can....
....I'll tell you,
The difference,
Between a,
Pencil and a pen,
And where it,
Will leave us.
Now as your body lets you die,
And I sit here still alive.
In my memory I wrote you down ink.
I never wanted to erase your story,
Even with the tragedy it brings.
//Emery
Im so sick of studying. I'm so sick of spanish. I'm so sick of folk tales. I don't care what the difference between llegar a ser, hacerse, ponerse, convertirse, quedarse, ser de, meterse a, and volverse is. They all mean to become, so why does it matter?? I don't care that some fucked up wierdo named Bettleheim thinks that all fairy tales deal with sex. It's not my fault he's obssessed with Freud, or that he thinks that sleeping beauty fell asleep to avoid child birth and getting married because society sucked. Nor do I care that some bitch named De Villeneue and other mother fuckers think that Disney is obsessed with offending women. Maybe, just maybe, he really doesn't think that into it. And why would children think that the fact that snow white cleans up the dwarves' house means that they should all be subservient to society? Fuck the patriarchy.
I can't take this shit no mo.
But this weekend rocked.
For serious.
Denny's with the dad, sister, her roomie, and mike. Then hung around and sleeeeppppt.
Went to Buda's aroudn 530. Crazy night. Then Sunday slept alot again. Soccer game was crazy. I was fuckkked up on Caffiene and it rocked. Then came home and got all cute and went to Joey Vs. Watched some Wedding Crashers then fell asleep at Mike's till 1 AM. Lunch with Mike today then dress shopping - Train got in early. Studied for ever. Blaahhh.
So instead of studying.... here's
First Name: Lauren
Middle Name: Marie
Last Name Initial: R
Hometown: Peace up, ATown down.
Where You Live Now: TheBurgh
Age: 19
Grade: Freshman at the U of P
Height: 5'5
Righty or Lefty? write righty - but everything else is a lefty
Eye color? green
Hair color naturally? Blonde
Hair type naturally? (Curly, Straight, Wavy, Etc.) wavy/curly
What ethnicity are you? white
Questions about you
What mood are you in right now? I think I already explained that - stressed adn hating Spanish adn FT
Do you think you are a failure? sometimes
Who do you tell secrets to? Mike, Wherry, Erin, Kevarino, Sharon
Can you completely trust anybody? not really - a few people have that luxery
Do you have any best friends? sometimes
What do you do when you are sad? Depends- usually write and punch walls - not good, I know I know
What do you feel when you are left out? I usually shut my door, put on my iPod, and listen to angry music and, once again, punch walls.
Do you ever wish you could be somebody else? Depends I guess - but never honestly
Do you ever wish you were the other gender? hahah no - I have the best reason but Im sure it's not appropriate.
Is there someone who you can tell anything? Same people that I tell my secrest to, duhh
Have you ever wanted to die? sure
Do you think you are depressed? I don't believe in it for myself.
What are your fears? big ass dogs. being a failure.
What do you love? Those nights where it's just me and the gang, throwing back, kickin' back, and laughing out.
The Future, The Past
Do you regret your past life? Don't believe in regrets
Do you have no hope of the future? At the moment, no. After finals - probably
What do you want to do in the future? Fuckin' change the world, yo
Where do you want to be in the future? where ever the future takes me
What are some past memories you like to remember? just random shit....you know - those times you laugh so hard you cry, and cry so hard you look back and laugh.
Do you have regrets? well now I regret reading this question again, bitch.
Secrets
Do you have any secrets? tons:)
Does anyone know any of your secrets? a few people
Do your secrets have to do with killing or suicide? what? yeah I killed someone - secret's out!
Do your secrets have to do with yourself or another person? what else would they deal with?
Do you hate having the secrets inside? not so much
What do you think would happen if your secrets were unleashed?depends on who heard them.
Thoughts about others
Do you hate somebody? yes...only one.
Do you dislike somebody a lot? yeah
Do you love somebody? beyond:)
Do you have a crush on somebody? ehhh I guess I like him ;)
Do you wish somebody was close to you? totally - I redefine lonely!
Do you wish somebody would stop trying to be so close to you? not that I can think of? oh waiit....freaking Lev.
Do you use somebody? hmmm don't think so.
Do you think somebody uses you? hah atotally - I only do her spanish homework every night
Last..
Person you hugged- Bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb. Mike:)
Person you talked to- in person? Swenn or griff - but on the phone? Mike
Thing you ate- uggh now there's a regret - pizza :ralph:
Thing you drank- Peach Iced Tea:-D
Song listened to- hahahhahaha well my iTunes is on shuffle sooooo Up in here by DMX - Meet me outside! all my rough riders! meet me outside meet me outside meet me outside......wow....
Show you watched on tv- show? uhhhhhhh I just watched the movie First blood on tv...but show.....hmmmmm Comedy Central presents was on last night I think -
Movie you watched- First Blood hahah
Place you went- Swenn and Sharon's room - no sharon :(
Time you laughed- a few seconds ago....OMG nintendo (10:24:00 PM): I'd have bveen like "I hear anal aint your style" enough said.
Time you cried- almost today...but negative. Friday night.
CD you bought- Blindside probably. Good one.
Song you downloaded- Diamonds are Forever by Kanye West....gangsta flex.
Thing you made- my final review sheet for spanish -
Thing you drew- uhh probably that picture I drew for mike which he laughed at...nooo those awesome pictures I sent to random people
Thing you wanted- these awesome shoes at Kaufmann's - shitler said they didnt have my size though. LIAR LIAR LIAR!
Thought - "what was my last though?"
Dream you had- this one about these guys jumping me at Buda's and questioning me about him and mike and they didnt come to save me.
Band seen in concert- probably freakign warped tour - damn
Current..
Shirt- an old blue one from WET SEAL hahah
Pants- Jayme Claar's tilt pants, which, like Turc, I am never giving back. I even cut them to my liking:)
Sound - tv in the background - PEEPERS outside in the burgh! hit me with your best shot
Longing- Home.
Wish - To be home? <--Kristin always says it best!
Smell- well I farted recently, luckily - no sign yet. Other than that, I got nothin
CD in player - a mix I made that effed up
Book you're reading - Repase y Escriba - curso avanzado de gramatica y composicion (y cuadarno de trabajo), Voices from the Past (fairy tale collection), and The Classic Fairy Tales. Snap.
Taste - well Im thirsty - so spit?
Channel on TV - AMC hahaha
Bother - I think I gotta empty the septic tanks....and take out the trash.
Favorite..
Number- sixteen - who saw it!?
Color - grey.
Band- afizzle. Panic!, MarsVolta, Emery, don't make me man...this could take sooo long
Song- hmmmmmm too many damnit
Movie - Gone with the Wind. Breakfast Club. American History X. Fight Club. Platoon. First Blood. Jurassic Park. Wedding Crashers, Office Space, The Big Lebowski.....
TV Show - Nip/Tuck, Rescue Me, The Shield, Thief (I love FX), Grey's Anatomy, LOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST!, King of the Hill, Family Guy
Food- Mashed Potatoes with broccoli, cheese, and carots!
Drink - freakin water and pacific cooler capri suns
Store - Not a big shopper.....Goodwill is sweet
Random..
Have any morning routines - Usually change my alarm, get up, make my bed, naked, clothes, brush teeth, wash face, pull up hair, leave.
Nightly routines - teeth, face, pjs, face cream, bed. Usually I'm on the phone so it's speedy.
What do you usually buy with your money- food and gas.
Have a job - PPG, USSF Ref and Coaching
How did your parents meet- Worked at the Hospital....or, as I liked to call it, the Hoppity. yeahh Im cool.
When's your birthday- September 25th
Do you go by your full first name or a nickname- Depends on the person. Griff calls me La. Erin calls me Elle. Mike calls me...whatever. But it would be great if people would stop calling me lauren. you can't pronounce it so just stop trying. I hate my name anyways. Laur, Lore, and Elle are all pretty sweet. So if you could just all call me those, which most of you do, that would be greaaaat
How long have you liked your favorite band - 5th gradeee
You get to be on a TV show of your choice. What show do you choose- Nip/Tuck or Lost - depends on who would be kissing me in the episode!
First thing you notice about the opposite sex - teeth. How pathetic am I?
Turn ons - a real big.....smile. I love smiles. And eyes. I like a guy that can make me melt when he looks at him, ya know what I'm sayin?
Turn offs- controller
Preferred hair color of a guy/girl- n/a
Preferred eye color of a guy/girl - n/a
Be honest, are you shallow- Everyone is a little. <~ Right on, Allison --Agreed
Please take off your lab coat and kiss me as we roll*
The difference,
Between a,
Pencil and a pen,
And where it,
Will leave us.
Now as your body lets you die,
And I sit here still alive.
In my memory I wrote you down ink.
I never wanted to erase your story,
Even with the tragedy it brings.
//Emery
Im so sick of studying. I'm so sick of spanish. I'm so sick of folk tales. I don't care what the difference between llegar a ser, hacerse, ponerse, convertirse, quedarse, ser de, meterse a, and volverse is. They all mean to become, so why does it matter?? I don't care that some fucked up wierdo named Bettleheim thinks that all fairy tales deal with sex. It's not my fault he's obssessed with Freud, or that he thinks that sleeping beauty fell asleep to avoid child birth and getting married because society sucked. Nor do I care that some bitch named De Villeneue and other mother fuckers think that Disney is obsessed with offending women. Maybe, just maybe, he really doesn't think that into it. And why would children think that the fact that snow white cleans up the dwarves' house means that they should all be subservient to society? Fuck the patriarchy.
I can't take this shit no mo.
But this weekend rocked.
For serious.
Denny's with the dad, sister, her roomie, and mike. Then hung around and sleeeeppppt.
Went to Buda's aroudn 530. Crazy night. Then Sunday slept alot again. Soccer game was crazy. I was fuckkked up on Caffiene and it rocked. Then came home and got all cute and went to Joey Vs. Watched some Wedding Crashers then fell asleep at Mike's till 1 AM. Lunch with Mike today then dress shopping - Train got in early. Studied for ever. Blaahhh.
So instead of studying.... here's
First Name: Lauren
Middle Name: Marie
Last Name Initial: R
Hometown: Peace up, ATown down.
Where You Live Now: TheBurgh
Age: 19
Grade: Freshman at the U of P
Height: 5'5
Righty or Lefty? write righty - but everything else is a lefty
Eye color? green
Hair color naturally? Blonde
Hair type naturally? (Curly, Straight, Wavy, Etc.) wavy/curly
What ethnicity are you? white
Questions about you
What mood are you in right now? I think I already explained that - stressed adn hating Spanish adn FT
Do you think you are a failure? sometimes
Who do you tell secrets to? Mike, Wherry, Erin, Kevarino, Sharon
Can you completely trust anybody? not really - a few people have that luxery
Do you have any best friends? sometimes
What do you do when you are sad? Depends- usually write and punch walls - not good, I know I know
What do you feel when you are left out? I usually shut my door, put on my iPod, and listen to angry music and, once again, punch walls.
Do you ever wish you could be somebody else? Depends I guess - but never honestly
Do you ever wish you were the other gender? hahah no - I have the best reason but Im sure it's not appropriate.
Is there someone who you can tell anything? Same people that I tell my secrest to, duhh
Have you ever wanted to die? sure
Do you think you are depressed? I don't believe in it for myself.
What are your fears? big ass dogs. being a failure.
What do you love? Those nights where it's just me and the gang, throwing back, kickin' back, and laughing out.
The Future, The Past
Do you regret your past life? Don't believe in regrets
Do you have no hope of the future? At the moment, no. After finals - probably
What do you want to do in the future? Fuckin' change the world, yo
Where do you want to be in the future? where ever the future takes me
What are some past memories you like to remember? just random shit....you know - those times you laugh so hard you cry, and cry so hard you look back and laugh.
Do you have regrets? well now I regret reading this question again, bitch.
Secrets
Do you have any secrets? tons:)
Does anyone know any of your secrets? a few people
Do your secrets have to do with killing or suicide? what? yeah I killed someone - secret's out!
Do your secrets have to do with yourself or another person? what else would they deal with?
Do you hate having the secrets inside? not so much
What do you think would happen if your secrets were unleashed?depends on who heard them.
Thoughts about others
Do you hate somebody? yes...only one.
Do you dislike somebody a lot? yeah
Do you love somebody? beyond:)
Do you have a crush on somebody? ehhh I guess I like him ;)
Do you wish somebody was close to you? totally - I redefine lonely!
Do you wish somebody would stop trying to be so close to you? not that I can think of? oh waiit....freaking Lev.
Do you use somebody? hmmm don't think so.
Do you think somebody uses you? hah atotally - I only do her spanish homework every night
Last..
Person you hugged- Bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb. Mike:)
Person you talked to- in person? Swenn or griff - but on the phone? Mike
Thing you ate- uggh now there's a regret - pizza :ralph:
Thing you drank- Peach Iced Tea:-D
Song listened to- hahahhahaha well my iTunes is on shuffle sooooo Up in here by DMX - Meet me outside! all my rough riders! meet me outside meet me outside meet me outside......wow....
Show you watched on tv- show? uhhhhhhh I just watched the movie First blood on tv...but show.....hmmmmm Comedy Central presents was on last night I think -
Movie you watched- First Blood hahah
Place you went- Swenn and Sharon's room - no sharon :(
Time you laughed- a few seconds ago....OMG nintendo (10:24:00 PM): I'd have bveen like "I hear anal aint your style" enough said.
Time you cried- almost today...but negative. Friday night.
CD you bought- Blindside probably. Good one.
Song you downloaded- Diamonds are Forever by Kanye West....gangsta flex.
Thing you made- my final review sheet for spanish -
Thing you drew- uhh probably that picture I drew for mike which he laughed at...nooo those awesome pictures I sent to random people
Thing you wanted- these awesome shoes at Kaufmann's - shitler said they didnt have my size though. LIAR LIAR LIAR!
Thought - "what was my last though?"
Dream you had- this one about these guys jumping me at Buda's and questioning me about him and mike and they didnt come to save me.
Band seen in concert- probably freakign warped tour - damn
Current..
Shirt- an old blue one from WET SEAL hahah
Pants- Jayme Claar's tilt pants, which, like Turc, I am never giving back. I even cut them to my liking:)
Sound - tv in the background - PEEPERS outside in the burgh! hit me with your best shot
Longing- Home.
Wish - To be home? <--Kristin always says it best!
Smell- well I farted recently, luckily - no sign yet. Other than that, I got nothin
CD in player - a mix I made that effed up
Book you're reading - Repase y Escriba - curso avanzado de gramatica y composicion (y cuadarno de trabajo), Voices from the Past (fairy tale collection), and The Classic Fairy Tales. Snap.
Taste - well Im thirsty - so spit?
Channel on TV - AMC hahaha
Bother - I think I gotta empty the septic tanks....and take out the trash.
Favorite..
Number- sixteen - who saw it!?
Color - grey.
Band- afizzle. Panic!, MarsVolta, Emery, don't make me man...this could take sooo long
Song- hmmmmmm too many damnit
Movie - Gone with the Wind. Breakfast Club. American History X. Fight Club. Platoon. First Blood. Jurassic Park. Wedding Crashers, Office Space, The Big Lebowski.....
TV Show - Nip/Tuck, Rescue Me, The Shield, Thief (I love FX), Grey's Anatomy, LOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST!, King of the Hill, Family Guy
Food- Mashed Potatoes with broccoli, cheese, and carots!
Drink - freakin water and pacific cooler capri suns
Store - Not a big shopper.....Goodwill is sweet
Random..
Have any morning routines - Usually change my alarm, get up, make my bed, naked, clothes, brush teeth, wash face, pull up hair, leave.
Nightly routines - teeth, face, pjs, face cream, bed. Usually I'm on the phone so it's speedy.
What do you usually buy with your money- food and gas.
Have a job - PPG, USSF Ref and Coaching
How did your parents meet- Worked at the Hospital....or, as I liked to call it, the Hoppity. yeahh Im cool.
When's your birthday- September 25th
Do you go by your full first name or a nickname- Depends on the person. Griff calls me La. Erin calls me Elle. Mike calls me...whatever. But it would be great if people would stop calling me lauren. you can't pronounce it so just stop trying. I hate my name anyways. Laur, Lore, and Elle are all pretty sweet. So if you could just all call me those, which most of you do, that would be greaaaat
How long have you liked your favorite band - 5th gradeee
You get to be on a TV show of your choice. What show do you choose- Nip/Tuck or Lost - depends on who would be kissing me in the episode!
First thing you notice about the opposite sex - teeth. How pathetic am I?
Turn ons - a real big.....smile. I love smiles. And eyes. I like a guy that can make me melt when he looks at him, ya know what I'm sayin?
Turn offs- controller
Preferred hair color of a guy/girl- n/a
Preferred eye color of a guy/girl - n/a
Be honest, are you shallow- Everyone is a little. <~ Right on, Allison --Agreed
Please take off your lab coat and kiss me as we roll*