stuff and stuff

Jan 09, 2010 13:19

wow 81 weeks ago was the last time i posted on this site lol
well shit alot has happened in those 81 weeks august of 2008 i got an 09 tacoma and i was doing good at vw, i had a roomate named jenni who i had a crush on for the longest time i let her move in because she needed a place to stay she broke up with her ex i had an extra bedroom, i wanted to date her but realized that would have been inapropriate but then she met my acquaintance justin and they hit it off, i was a little pissed, but i learned how stupid jenni was though she would break up with justin then change her mind, and she kept on doing that talk trash about him then invite him to stay the night finally i asked her why she keeps doing that not to mention her phone got stolen and she was stupid enough to have pictures of herself in the nude with out a phone lock and those pics got sent to all her family and friends and i got yelled at becuase i was staring at that pic, and she got all pissed and decided to move out so me and her are no longer friends all i have to say about that is oh well, she tried to be my friend after wards but i did not want anything to do with her i hope she learned her lesson,
then when 09 hit i realized a lot of stuff, i learned alot about music from different genres and years, like how much i hate working on ingreatful customers cars i realized how much i hated going into work when all that was going to happen was i was going to have more cars added to the pile of vehicles that i diagnosed but could not get fixed because they keep adding more cars to the list and i was going crazy with annoyance and i could not get anything done,so i was not making money either, so finally my temper got so bad that i walked out of volkswagen may of 2009, so then i was unemployed for 2 weeks, then i got hired at brakemax, i worked there for a month then got fired from there then i said fuck being a technician,
so i got a job at pizza hut 2 weeks later delivering pizzas and i like it, it is really easy and the money can be ridiculous, still single barely have any time for myself let alone a relationship, i hung out with this friend of mine named jeni not the one i mentioned earlier but i like her alot but she is so busy with work and school and i am so busy with work that i have no time for anyone which sucks idk if she is even into me but if she is she does not want to be in a relationship as she has told me but everyone says that, i am learning so much about myself and i learned alot last year as well, my roomate george moved in with me back in july we were roomates back in 2004 when we lived in the apartment so we get along great, so yeah i forgot how it felt to have another person sleeping in the same bed to be honest i miss it reminds me of the line from the song "hearts burst into fire" "my beds so cold so lonely, no arms just sheets to hold me, has this world stopped turning, are we forever to be apart?" my roomates friend stayed the night and his friend was like i am sleeping in your bed i was like ok, nothing happened neither of us are into the other she stayed on her side i stayed on my side and we slept but yet it reminded me of when i was still with melissa who i dated in 2007 she stayed the night all the time i remember after we broke up i slept on my couch just because i did not want to sleep in that bed but i vowed a long time ago that i would not just date someone just to be with someone i want meaning and stuff i realize i have high standards but i think i made it a new year resolution to find love at least, oh well damn i could write a book if i wanted too well talk to you later people hopefully not in 81 weeks
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